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Just Me

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Im tired today

today feel very tired when i back home,T.T
at school keep practice practice....till im feel tired already...
im lie down the dirty floor and i put my jacket at my head then fall as sleep...
i was dreaming something about my Heart get pain..But i 4got already...
cause while im sleeping..my fren Open the song too loud,so that i wake up direct 4got
i lie down at floor for 1 hour like that..but im was very sad...
cause i look at the time was 4pm ++ ...Rabbit still dint find me....
but i thk his very busy so that i dun wanna send to much msg to him...
but he got reply me at Fb,a while onli he dint reply anymore...he told me that his phone giv his fren take already...aiyoooo~
Then nvm ba..i waitt ^^
my car come fentch me,finally i can go back home at take a bath and rest...
and my mum told me going out and eat dinner.....
i back home direct go bath and chg cloths waiting thy all ready and go eat dinner....
But i keep wait,going to be 7pm,why they dint go yet,i ask my cousin whr my mum at upstair
he told me she cooking,WHAT?cooking?cousin say yup~OMG!!
i wassssssssssss veryyyyyyyyyy angry that time cause i already ready to out and chg cloths..
they dint notify me..WTH!!i Hate ppl like this although she my mum~
she alway told us that do thing need have responsibility,how about her?
when i going downstair eat,im wad get mad,my sis ask me to wash plate
i scold back her self wash la...but i duno why i will say like that...
thn i sit down and eat,my mum say me dun no politeness...i angry
i ask her,who just now say wan go out?she say me la...thn begin mailto:!@%20#$% ^ &
that nvm,when stop argue with mum, my suck sis scold me..
huh?what the matter?did i got offend you?!! i keep eat keep eat
i stuff those food inside my mouth,i dun care if i get gnaw!!!! beter i die la...haiyeah ==
thn i go inside the kicthen wash plate,the plate,i duno i wash dao clean or not..
Then i take water go upstair...continue my Blog...!!
But sudenly,my tear fall down....become Sad mood already
I just feel that im really tired being a human....
rabbit why u keep say u no use,i tired too answer you this msg.....
i just hope i dun wanna repeat again,u has jz read my blog
i hope you understand,cox im not type chinese....
not you bad,just u dint giv ur self a free time to accompany me longer then playgame
u even not understanding on me too many..
what i need is you to care me more...But i dint feel that u caring on me
you just onli do ur thing alway....i alway told you to take care self
but you dint do it,Now sick already...Rabbit tell me please?
U wan i how to care you..I promise my self i never find argue and force you
to do something that you dun like...i diam diam....if can let you happy..
i willing to let....

This 1 Repeat 2rd time,My tear keep fall down...
2day im really feel tired x1+++++++++++++
but no one knoe the tired feeling at heart~
i hope my heart can stop jumping...
i hope i really duno what mean that PAIN...
even through i promise myself never ever to find argue with you
ya, i can do it as well...but my heart very pain
this few day we less sms already,your msg inside my inbox getting less and less....
not like before so many msg already....im really duno wan how already...

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