Pain

Im really miss our begining moment,u alway find me 1st
when i school,u wake up direct find me,and keep sms when i was studying
u can accompany when nite,whole nite also accomapanying with me
why now change till like that?what reason?mayb all was my problem
i make you lazy sms with me,im too annoying already...
from this month you begin change,u even no work no do anything
alway go CC play game,u still cant sms all the time,
like playgame busy than working...mayb game really important to you..
i hope you can be like before alway accompanny me
but that impossible,u cant do it for me i know.....
This blog im not alway Open,but now i begin everyday open
everyday type my diary,and the tear keep coming out
u rmb what you promise ytd?you say that you busy,u will find me at fb
but 1 msg also dint have,u dint reload why you wanna say like that?
i know i wait till im cry,i duno why u wan like that?

im everyday cry for what?you rabbit care me?will rabbit direct sms me?NEVER!!!!!!!
impossible thing,please dont thk till so good
this is the 1st time i love you,until i alway cry...mayb i cry,for you was nothing
cause you already habit i cry....a while ntg....
you know why no ppl care me when im crying?
cause they all already habit i alway like tiz mood..
know why thy never ask me what happen?cause they already know what happen...
2day i keep wait you msg again,but u still dun wann find me
but i see ur fb got comment another girl status,that girl pretty 1 =D
but my fb,every post just like rubbish..ya i admit those i post de also a rubbish
i alway on9 fb see you on9,you sometime never find me,wait i find you
then you reply me,or sometime dint reply me...u doing a big business...?
im really admire those couple so sweet,however they also never change like us...
our feelings was getting cold,never become sweet like the begining...
if you are really busy,u need a gf for what?
i know im not perfect to you,cause you have couple with a foolish girl..
useless,ugly,fat,stupid girls....
im not look nice then other girls,they are pretty,clever,nice
im not,so that you alway comment thr post....cause they are really good
im just a foolish girl...no ppl like......
family also dun like me,mayb fren also,this i really duno
i hate myself very much...i hope i can die fasther....
i dun wana stay in this not equitable world
im tired already,please let me go....

Rabbit i no chance alway can sms with you already
i no chance to call you
i no chance to care you
i no chance for everything....u know this few week i got many thing wann say
many many....just wanna share with you my thing...
and i just wan to ask you that this sunday can come to see my performance?
the ticket i help you buy already,however you can go or not..it also ok..
but i no chance to told you this thing...cause u no time
to let me say it to you,u onli just do ur thing.....
i duno when we got time again............................
i just hope we can be back when the begining of you and me
nothing gonna change my love for you..that was our 1st time told each other
the word .......
now i cant see this word on my mind anymore....
my heart was getting pain and pain and pain....