Stresssssss ='(

20/9/2010

My heart very heavy who know?>.<" But i duno what thing step on my heart right now.... im jz feel veryyy stresss.....i duno why like tiz... but if people ask me what happen..i cant say out... my brain empty onli i know..... maybe because of exam,friend ,dance competition and love... just let me think much ....i cant stop think those thg =.= it jz very hard to solve it..... aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T everynight my tear will come out...i duno i cry for what....it jz feel so... STRESSSSSSSSS .......3 EXAM...nonstop... mock exam,PMR exam,UEC exam... now duno wan how face on my rabbit again.... argue again...i know i wrong alway say DIE DIE DIE.... im just joking,at the same time i know u dun like... now until you say yourself die die.... like wanna revenge on me..... u are the 2nd bf that will revenge self gf... mayb u do the right way...cause you wanna make me Feel it those feeling u all dint wrong,all my wrong..alway argue it just me the onli one will begin i know u busy for playing game....u can tell me,but why u wanna lie me.. dun ask why i will know you are playing game... u promise me wont lie me , but u lie me..... u alway break our promise... Last saturday i ask you those question....i know im just to waste asking you cause u answer me the same answer..me is like that..bad boyfriend ='( i know you like drink beer,i know you like smoke,i know you naughty and bad But same thing,i dun care you is what kind of person im still love,cause i know,u still got many time to change yourself before i do stump up to you,mayb u dun like,cause for you mayb i do just wrong~i do wrong.... If you are really wanna to change,you really love me you will do it for me everything to change yourself from bad become a nice and good person... but u jz not enough confidence you know? you can,just like you now stop smoking already...that wad you have just do for me.. u did it now,why other cant change,mayb i really too much Care you... mayb im the 1 bad girlfriend,dun let you drink beer....smoke,be bad guy why b4 you can?why other people can you cant?not fair right? if i say,i let you to do everything,urself wont think do this is right or wrong so that why i so care you,untill you no freedom.. if i dun care..u never stop never change till now .... you try ask back urself izit the true i say? Im sorry if im say dao so lin cc...cause i duno got what world that NICE can say...im really soryy.... rabbit,If one day,i suddenly dun wanna care you dun wanna ask you alway doing what ,why late reply me, u say wan what,i let you go and do it...you will how? did you will feel weird with my aititude sudden change like this? If that day really come true..i hope you dun think much.. not im not love you,is i let you free already,mean...im tired... you alway not happy i ngam you,so that i wont ngam you already just wanna see you happy,i enough rabbit =) really... but now,however i will let you become a nice person one day... nothing that impossible rabbit... i dun requests you to be a perfect man, but i requests you to be a nice boy..... Rabbit please dont angry me already............... >.<
wo aik ni Rabbit =D❤

Now i lost 1 chance to join the competition cause of exam....
i duno why put the time so match till like this?
i look forward for the comeptition very long time
now it is impossible that i can join..my last exam 29/10
the competition on 5/11
after exam i onli left 4 days to practice...not fair!
haix...i dun wan give up the comeptition....!! T.T
heartpainnnnnnn and sad after i hear dao this informaion
Last answer,is cant JOIN