沟通

我们没有再多的话题说了吗?

那么以后还会一样没有话吗？

我打给你，我只希望你对我说多一点话

可是每一次都说几句就停下来静静了

或许我们两个人的性格都不一样

没有话说就没有了~

当你静静的时候，你知道我多想找话题跟你讲

我很多话题，可是我知道这些话题不刚我们

说了后就会不开心之类，要不然你会敷衍我

还是说“我不知你”你知道这四个字能让我深深地感到痛么？

我不知道为什么我们都是这样

或许是我的问题，你没有话我也跟着静静

我们很久没有信息了，信息会让我们更多话说

以前的我，不知道为什么多话到说不完

现在的我少话的静起来了，我是怎么了？

如果我们这样下去，以后不是更没有话说了吗？

见面就只是拖着手不说话？

好几次我跟你讲电话是哭的

你只是听过两次而已，可是我哭在电话多过两次了

这不是你造成的，是我怪我自己为什么小气

你的语气，好和坏我分得出，因为我跟你在一起很久了

我知道~ 当你对我凶的时候，就是你心情不好的时候

我问你，你是不是心情不好，为什么对我说话那么凶？

你会回答我，我为什么要心情不好？我几时对你凶？

当你对我说这句的时候，我会回答你是拉~没有啊，是我想太多

因为我知道你不会对我坦白的说你心情不好

你心情好的时候，跟我讲电话，无论如何都会说笑

电话里的你，很温柔，很疼我的感觉

这样的你，我会一直对你傻笑很多次

因为我开心的听见你笑了

想回去以前，我真的很多话说，我们从不会没有话说

现在，或许久了，感情淡了

我不肯定我能不能和你在一起到永远

因为沟通也是一种感情最需要的东西

没有话说的你自然不会再继续的一起

因为依然都是闷了，不如找新的吧~

每一次都是我最害怕，最担心你离开的那个

每一次都是我最心疼的那个

每一次都是我去记得我们周月的时间

你有记得过每一个周月的日期吗？

你有对我说过我们是在第几第几个月了吗？

还是这些事情不需要去记得？因为不重要？

我对你的态度已经变了许多许多

我真的体谅你，不管是说起什么事情

我都不会逼你去做，第一次不要，第二次不要我就不会逼了

以前的我，每一天都要信息，一天部信息

就如早上开始一定要跟我信息，不然我就会想太多

而一直想傻婆一直伤心，哭泣

现在的我，你每天晚上一定要陪我，不管是在多忙，一封信息

最多一封，就够了，虽然还是很伤心，可是我知道每个人都有自己的自由

勉强没有幸福，以前的我太过现实了

现在我知道了，你的感受，我想起了你跟我在一起那么久

对我最生气的一次，在我面前哭过一次，我都记得

在那时刻我决定了，我少点管你，我少点对你说我吃醋

我少点对你生气，就算是你生气的时候，我怎样都会哄你开心

因为我不想吵架，我不会让吵架再像以前常常都在发生

因为我们都长大了，吵架解决不到事情，我们已经不小孩子了

吵架只会伤感情，就算是我们突然吵起来，我会对我自己说

不要吵架，因为我不想让你不开心，请我退后三步...

我会对你说对不起，不管是你的错，我的错

我一样会退三步对你说对不起，是我的错

请你不要生气了，好吗？我不会让你对我说对不起

因为我不想你生气你自己为什么这样对我

不管你知道你这样做，会让我更伤心，更生气，你还会去做

最后你来对我说对不起，我都不会骂你

因为我要的是你开心，我也希望我们能找更多的话题去讲

沟通是感情最重要的，不沟通，感情不会更爱的

反而变得更淡

我要不要放弃学业去台湾？

我想留下来，是因为我真的不想离开你
可是我真的不喜欢读书，我只是想做我喜欢的东西
我虽然是那么笨，可是我想要我的前途过得更好
将来我做什么事情都不会再有人管，这样我才可以和你在一起
我们过得日子不会再是偷偷摸摸了~
我每一年都补考，我真的很笨
爸爸也拿我没办法，他问我长大后要做什么
我告诉他我要做蛋糕，甜品，还有很多多的小食这里没有看过的
他就说如果你真的要，我就送你去台湾学，因为除了台湾
没有一个地方是比较professional的可以学了...
他说要在那里学一年才可以回来，叫我跟他朋友的女儿一起去学
我真的不知道那时候的我在想什么，我真的很矛盾
我想了很久很久，甚至还想到哭了，因为真的觉得很烦
一，我不喜欢读书
二，我对做蛋糕，小甜品有兴趣
三，我不介意去那么远学
四，我介意的是我不想离开朋友，家人，还有身边的一个最重要的人
五，接收不到新环境
六, 没有认识的朋友
七，我的话语不好，不会看繁体字
八，对台湾人不是有很好的印象

虽然个个都是看自己怎么去做而已，我了解我自己的性格，
我还不知道怎么去独立一个人的生活，因为从小我想要自己试下怎么去独立
一个人的世界，可是父母不给，说我还小，不适合独立
所以我在一个人的生活，不习惯的生活，我习惯了旁边有人陪伴

我不介意去那么远，是因为我知道那边很多东西可以吃
很多东西可以玩，很多东西可以去体验，可是我害怕我去到那边
我不认识周围的地方，我迷路了~我找不回自己的家了
我害怕那边的人对我不好，我害怕一个人在屋里的感觉
尤其是晚上，或者停电时候，或许是我想太多
一生人第一次去了新环境，一个人住一个屋子，一切只能感受到孤单
真的很害怕...

我还怕离去疼我的你们，我不想离去我的家人和朋友那么远，因为他们永远都在我旁边
陪着我，安慰我，关心我，还有我们每一个快乐的时光
我害怕离爱我的你，因为没有你我真的活不下去，一天没有你的关心
我会觉得你忘记我了，我去不是一个月，而是一年，虽然能够回来
可是一年没有你的声音，一年没有你的唠叨，一年没有你的来信
我真的害怕你真的走了，你也会忘记我了，我也害怕你会变心而离去
你口头对我说，去吧去吧，这是你的前途，你叫我去让我觉得
你在赶我走，你说我去到那里我也许会变心，因为你说我会遇到
一个比你更好，比你帅，的男生，你自然会忘记我，然后我去死
你一直想把我让给人家，虽然你是开玩笑，可是我不觉得好笑
因为我是在认真的对你说，我真的不想离你而去，你说我不知道，你自己决定
你真的让我失望了太多，我只想你对我说 我不想你离我太远，请你留下来
可是你没有说，反而说我不知道你，你自己决定
或许变心的人不是我，遇到更好的也不是我，一切都是你
如果我真的决定去台湾，一年后我回来，你真的变心了
我不会怪你，因为我准备好，我会有心里准备，流着泪对你说我祝福你
因为我还爱着你。你快乐，我就快乐

我希望你能拉着我不走，可惜你会我说去吧去吧，这是你的前途
我不想当着你的前途，我的父母虽然不喜欢你，因为你是来自tamparuli
一个小小村的人，我妈的思想就是住在小小村的人都是坏
可是我不觉得，因为我妈没有去真正了解你们
我认识的你，我喜欢的你，我爱的你，我不后悔
因为我没有认识错你，喜欢错你，爱错你
我真的下定决心，我会爱你到永远
不管你是哪里人，父母不接受你，我不会因为这样离开你
我会让他们满满的接受你

我到底要继续我的学业，每次补考，每次不及格的生活
还是去台湾完成我的梦想，之后我就自由了
我不知道我的选这是什么，因为我不知道我的答案会不会是错的

我们的第八个月也就是240天

today is 10.10.2010
Our 8month-sary

i think 2day also not happy at all =(
I duno why and what happen to me 2day....
come back from chruch go sleep a while...
Cox im just feel so tired..................
then i ask my bro wake me up when my dad finish bath
after that he wake me up,i go downstair direct give scold...
HUH?=.=
He say If you dun wanna make medicine for me then just say
i wont force you come down to help me medicine,i duno why la...
Then my tear drop....i go make him the medicine drink...
then i go infront him giv him the medicine,he scold me again
he say why i alway saw u sleep and play computer?
alway jz know do that and lie me,take money and what else you know to do?
useless @#$%^ and many many ...
excuse me? did you know what i alway do?u alway come back i also playing game
or sleep not mean other time i also like this la ok?
u say im lie you,i lie you what,u explain to me la!
if i dun take money with you how i pay skul fee how i study,
u dun wan give me money then dun give la..i dun wan study!
self go out earn money...i do everything dun need you give me money already!
i can do it if you wan like this,i feel more happy that i can 独立!
u Feel No face izit have this kind of daughter?throw la...
many place i still can go de...dun need to use knife cut my heart!HURT!
although you my dad but im not a doll to let you scold...u alway come back then scold
u onli know scold me?other?if sunday i alway go out,u dun regreat and say
im learn bad cause no 1 help u make medicine..!! you ask your self
have your SON help you or do anything for you?! NO THEY DINT HAVE!!
Im know im not very perfect daughter just like your big daughter
doesnt mean im what also useless,not everyone are same!!
IF someday i know to scold back you,dun say im bad or hit me
cause im not a doll to let you scold..!!!
='( i go back to my room then i keep cry keep cry...NON STOP
cry liao 2 hour,after that stop a while cry again....
When im crying,no ppl that stay by my side and consolation me...='(
i though 2day will be the happy day,but it not ~
i think toooo much ~ =']
all just a dream.....................
I duno why i have a kind of life like this ....

Rabbit Sleep le very long time ~
But duno why i have some doubt that he not sleeping,
but he told me he really sleeping,
i hope that he no lie me =(
cause jz now he got on9 i ask him why no find me at hp
he say he wan continue sleep
1st time he say like that,just feel so weird...
argh...what 8month-sary ?
that just feel not happy today....='(

已经过去了，为什么这种感觉又来了

Rabiit. ❤.......................❤

Do u love me?
Do u feel Hard together with me?
You Got your freedom?
I know you feel very hard,
u just dun wanna hurt me so that i alway ask you
you also say you very happy with me
you not feel hard,and u get alot of freedom
those are lie.....
Hurt This feeling,before i alway got
finally you change alot,i duno why
i feel very happy ,and no more Hurt feeling
Long time already i dint cry for you,
finally yesterday and today i had cry for you...
u know why?
yesterday u told me u wanna play game
so that i let you play,until 2pm half
you sms me ask me eat already?i say i eat already
i ask back you,u say not yet,then i ask u go eat
until 4pm half,u say u finish eat,that time i dint reply you
cause im sleeping....5pm half i sms back you en la,but u dint reply
i wait already half hour then i go bath,i though tat you will reply me
when im finish bath,but when i finish bath,i saw my phone
1 msg also dint have....then i ask you to play finish
sin find me...then i keep wait...................................
until 12am half u still dint find me,im veryyyy worry
i go sms your fren,i ask your fren izit you at cc?
he say yes....i ask your fren wad u doing there,but he dint reply already..
okay,tat fine....i know you are playing game,so i keep force myself
dont find you,i wait you find me...and i send "NITEX" mean im sleep
then i lie down on my bed
i keep think keep think...sudenly i cry....a while
you msg come,that time is 1:04 am...
u say "sory i din find rabbit =( " when i saw this msg
i cry,never stop...im trying to stop it, but i really cant
i dint sleep yet,but i dun wanna to reply your msg
cause if i reply you,i cry more fierce...
finally my eye tired,then i sleep ......

today i wake up,1 msg also din have...
it okay =) i will wait your msg come again...
i keep wait keep wait...until now
6:40 already you dint find me...
already 19 hour...i wait your msg for 19hour
whr you?im trying to told you...
if this relationship really make you feel hard
for you true heart....
u can say break to me i wont blame you...
cause not your wrong..wrong is just me,
just me duno how to take care you
duno how to love you
not enough love you....i duno how to express
im VERY LOVE YOU...x1000000+++++
now,im just wait it you find me...
i dun wan find you...not because i don love you
it just wanna see you,if someday i whole day dint find you
will you worry me....?
i know if now i ask you,why u like this
you will told me..i also duno why i like this...
u just care your self feeling..MAYBE...
i dint guess wrong...
im not the most important inside your heart
the most important is GAME...
我没有资格排在你心里的第一个，
因为我不配你的位子
我能为你做的就是这一切
曾经为让你改了许多，
那不是我的功劳
而是你自己要感谢自己
我知道我不在你身边，
以前的你就会走出来
当你在我面前，就是谎言的你
我知道我没有资格爱你
或许着一些是报应
因为我曾经破坏了你曾经的感情
我每一天都在想，每当我听见她的名字
我就会生气....我不知道为什么，也许是上次在warisan那件事情
弄到这样的.......
你告诉我，我该怎么做？如果分手我做不到
因为我不能没有你在我身边
可是如果你对我分手，我能接受一切不管是多伤心
因为那不是谎言......
我说着一些，不是要分手的意思
我只是想你比我快乐，我不要你跟我一样每天都是这个样子



我很爱很爱很爱很爱你李杰奇❤

Stresssssss ='(

20/9/2010

My heart very heavy who know?>.<" But i duno what thing step on my heart right now.... im jz feel veryyy stresss.....i duno why like tiz... but if people ask me what happen..i cant say out... my brain empty onli i know..... maybe because of exam,friend ,dance competition and love... just let me think much ....i cant stop think those thg =.= it jz very hard to solve it..... aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T everynight my tear will come out...i duno i cry for what....it jz feel so... STRESSSSSSSSS .......3 EXAM...nonstop... mock exam,PMR exam,UEC exam... now duno wan how face on my rabbit again.... argue again...i know i wrong alway say DIE DIE DIE.... im just joking,at the same time i know u dun like... now until you say yourself die die.... like wanna revenge on me..... u are the 2nd bf that will revenge self gf... mayb u do the right way...cause you wanna make me Feel it those feeling u all dint wrong,all my wrong..alway argue it just me the onli one will begin i know u busy for playing game....u can tell me,but why u wanna lie me.. dun ask why i will know you are playing game... u promise me wont lie me , but u lie me..... u alway break our promise... Last saturday i ask you those question....i know im just to waste asking you cause u answer me the same answer..me is like that..bad boyfriend ='( i know you like drink beer,i know you like smoke,i know you naughty and bad But same thing,i dun care you is what kind of person im still love,cause i know,u still got many time to change yourself before i do stump up to you,mayb u dun like,cause for you mayb i do just wrong~i do wrong.... If you are really wanna to change,you really love me you will do it for me everything to change yourself from bad become a nice and good person... but u jz not enough confidence you know? you can,just like you now stop smoking already...that wad you have just do for me.. u did it now,why other cant change,mayb i really too much Care you... mayb im the 1 bad girlfriend,dun let you drink beer....smoke,be bad guy why b4 you can?why other people can you cant?not fair right? if i say,i let you to do everything,urself wont think do this is right or wrong so that why i so care you,untill you no freedom.. if i dun care..u never stop never change till now .... you try ask back urself izit the true i say? Im sorry if im say dao so lin cc...cause i duno got what world that NICE can say...im really soryy.... rabbit,If one day,i suddenly dun wanna care you dun wanna ask you alway doing what ,why late reply me, u say wan what,i let you go and do it...you will how? did you will feel weird with my aititude sudden change like this? If that day really come true..i hope you dun think much.. not im not love you,is i let you free already,mean...im tired... you alway not happy i ngam you,so that i wont ngam you already just wanna see you happy,i enough rabbit =) really... but now,however i will let you become a nice person one day... nothing that impossible rabbit... i dun requests you to be a perfect man, but i requests you to be a nice boy..... Rabbit please dont angry me already............... >.<
wo aik ni Rabbit =D❤

Now i lost 1 chance to join the competition cause of exam....
i duno why put the time so match till like this?
i look forward for the comeptition very long time
now it is impossible that i can join..my last exam 29/10
the competition on 5/11
after exam i onli left 4 days to practice...not fair!
haix...i dun wan give up the comeptition....!! T.T
heartpainnnnnnn and sad after i hear dao this informaion
Last answer,is cant JOIN

Cryyyyyyyyy

我把你弄得很生气
我很坏是？

让我再次，也是最后一次答应我自己
我不再让你想今天
我不再让你生气
我为你付出的，你不喜欢，我放弃帮助你
只要怎么做你开心，我愿意。。。。
忍受那些痛，我也会为你做
你生气，我静静

老公，对不起，我让你这样
都是我没有用
不够体谅你......
我一直都不想这样，你每次说你自己很坏
我想办法帮助你，可是我付出的却错
每次吵架，你都Skip或者不回复
这样逃避，你也不会开心....
我们也了解不了对方你明白么？
我不是很喜欢吵架，只不过我觉得我了解你多，
可是你了解我不多
我对不起你，我真的是一个失败的女朋友
你认识到我，是你不幸
你爱上我，你的不幸
虽然你真的很像我以前的男朋友
当我生气的时候，不会逗我开心说甜话
反而你也跟着生气
当我伤心的时候，你不会安慰我
反而你跟着不开心

我想你懂得怎么逗我开心，因为我很容易就开心回
可是你每次都只会让我更伤，
我该怎么告诉你？我想对你说清楚没一个东西
可是我说不到，因为你不想听
你会不reply我，skip我
一旦你不理我，我就会哭
一旦你生气我会害怕，我尽力逗你开心
可是我做不到，很没用对么？
我不想你看不好的东西，因为这样感觉上
你看的不是真的，可是也是你看了别的女生的感觉
你懂?不是我不明白男生，我想要你知道，这些东西，
你已经长大，不要还不懂事的看那些东西

我和你在一起的时候，我记得我答应你
无论发生什么事我都不会找事吵架
我会让你一辈子开心
可是，这一切都是梦话
原来我做不到，因为我不够了解你
老公，我真的很对不起今天
这一天，是我让你最生气的一天
我会记得我曾经这样对你
原来我是那么的坏
我不会原谅我自己的错

永远！我都不会原谅自己
因为一切都错在我不懂你的心，
你坚持要看，那我不管了，我让你
因为你曾说过我不懂男生的感觉
我...很累了....
我把一切选择沉默，哭泣带过

11/09/10 不懂

Yesterday Feel exciteddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
can meet rabbit..im too early wake up already...
duno why wake up feel not so well ='(
Stomach Feel pain and Keep going to vomit,
but duno why cant vomit out == DAMN !
Then im going to bath and Change cloths...
My mum bring me and bro go eat breakfast....
i dint eat much....Then i Feel Wanna vomit again...
My stomach really not FEEL WELL >.<"
yiiii... Then mum fetch me go Warisan...
i Go toilet again...=.=" trying to vomit out all the thing but duno why cant...
after that i lazy wait vomit better i go find rabbit....
Go inside the CP..Wakao Malay Smell..
yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Hari raya
..Too many malay chung hoi...
Walk onli.. Finally meet dao rabbit..

....bla bla bla bla bla .....

Story begin....

While we gonna wait all people come...
Me,rabbit and his fren wait at YOYO...
i Saw Jennifer there already.....
i look at her Very long and beckon with her...
But She dint Respon to me and I has just give she SKIP then she go away already...
Rabbit fren ask me..
why Jennifer dont wanna respon me..
Im just feel so hard to asswer him tat question =.=
i say duno la..habit sudah.....
Suddenly feel angry and Hurt she treat me like that..
ytd morning i sms with her..
i ask her got go her cousin party or not she say "GOT" before if im sms with her..
she sure will answer me GOT YA,U LEH?
now using 1 word answer me whole the question...
Just Because she Yesterday treat me like....
make me Got a Feeling again...
i think we going to break out Frendship Soon.if she still treating me like tiz Even ytd i sit at the Kbox keep look at her..
she also dont wan to Smile with me..
JUST ONLI A SMILE...='(
Fine..It ok...
And I saw "HER"Front the yoyo......
rabit fren ask me dont fight with "HER".....i say why i wan ~
Just Feel so weired.......
And "SHE" Same Kbox with Us.... =.= why "SHE" will there..GOSH!
"SHE" and her Fren keep look at me....
Fine=.= give them see bao ta...

After that i bring rabbit go chruch.....
NOT GO PRAY is go See my fren RACHEL Dance comeptition..
after that 3pm we back CP, Rabbit dint back home ytd he and his Fren go rent a hotel...and live thr...
rabbit ask me accompany him go see the room then i accompany him go....
Go up thr ......saw his fren playing =.=
Then "SHE" tell Rabbit fren wanna come up The hotel and have a look Then

...bla bla bla ...

"SHE" at outside the door...Keep look inside..
Im just stand inside near the door..
"SHE" say HI to me,Im sure respon back her although i hate "HER"...
"SHE"keep @#$%^&*() thr....
Begin Im feel So annoying...i have some impulse wanna ask "HER"
why dont you just Say or Do directly what you want...
Dont keep waste your time to do so many thing
make dao self so cheap...=.=
But I Never wanna to argue with "HER" from the begin till now
I dint have to dispute with "HER" anything...
And i know "SHE" Do like tat Just because "SHE" still Love rabbit..
however...I never let "HER"..If i let,i know rabbit wont choose "HER"
cause i trust Rabbit
I Going out with rabbit i just wanna to be happy
Beh tahan them,i go out,rabbit follow me go Cp too...
im just Feel Sad... Think bu dao Why...Why "SHE" just dun wanna stop
dispute with me?She happy if do like tat?Im never Do so childish
wanna argue with her...i let her....Mayb my Face...
Really look like easy give bully those ...So she dare like tat
But my heart not just like u all thk till So Weak....
I even not scare..Just Dun wan Sot with her Using childish device to dispute =.=
If someday,they ask me out..however who celebrate on their birthday
I will Not out anymore..cause i know,Got them,sure got "HER"
I just wanna stop this war....except IF Rabbit will be there..i will Go..
other time..i never wanna to go...Please dont say im scare of "HER"
Cause Im not...she just a human being,same like me....= )

THE END ~

Cryiiiing ='(

I'm Sorry for the everything i have done ytd,
All because of me,I make u angry again....
iF im acting to dint see dao,i dint ask you
i dint comment in to your post,everything wont become like this
im truely a useless...while im webcam with rabbit...
i saw the post ii lie down on the table and cry.....
i know how i cry also cant find out the truth answer
why you wanna post those thing on ur walll.....
i know sometime im really hurt you,u say u will stay with me forever
i trust you can do it for me , i trust what you promise me....
getting more people comment in the post...
Qian told you im acting smile infront you
Im really dint have acting,that was im really smile with you
but u even not trust me....i was Soooooo Sad
and you angry,i ask you not to be angry what you has just reply...
I duno u are Gu Yi Or what...U has just treat me Very Lc.
"Dun say me angry..ltr ppl say me again everytime hurt u itu la"
Just the word you has reply onli...Im cry more fierce
after that you really Off9 already.....

Im really not understand why you just say those word out...
If will become real someday,i trust you,but u sudently type those thing
it make me Hard to Trust Forever again....
im scare...Im really Scare...='(
Rabbit....I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I cant lost you rabbit...........................................
And i dun wanna throw our momeries that we had done on this 7month
I dont 1,Im never gonna regret i fall in love with you....................
im never gonna regret to be your girlfren................
im never regret together with you although how hurt
im never regreat No matter what happen in between use
HOWEVER I ALSO WONT AND NEVER GONNA TO LEAVE YOU RABBIT
i cant lost you,JUST CANT ='(

I know Cry is useless,cant settle our Love.....
but can you tell me U wanna Continue together with me now?
Yesterday i was dream So long,and cry for 2 hour then just going to fall as sleep
i has Think many thing....JUST 'IF' someday it really happen..
i duno i wan how to accept the truth...Cant
i wake up,i continue cry again when im see the post....
i just hope that you find me faster.....I miss you So much rabbit ='(
I Must Out on this saturday however my mum let or not..
I JUST DUN WAN TO CARE if my mum scold me..
im wanna meett you,i hope tat you also can comfirm to out...

Rabbit please find me fast , im really miss you now
Im just wanna told you sorry for everything....
and we Wanna to be Happy today...
today Was our 7month anniversary .....
the time Getting faster...jz a while ..
we going to be 7month..im So happy we can Walk till So long
No matter it was how Hard to walk by..

Babe I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Happy 7month anniversary
Rabbitt Lee Jie Qi❤, Muacksss

Waiting 9/9/10

Today i dint go to school,Too stress,going to Pmr
i dint start study yet,haix.....
Im so stress on everything,what im gonna do?
Today whole day at house,sit infront computer
from morning till night.....
Im miss him soo much....But he busying on something
Duno what he busy , #34 nvm la..dun ask
Later he angry me again like last time...
Now just im feel Sad and some angry~
i duno why i wan to be like that....
Sometime i wish i could ask him some few question
that make him feel annoying and hard to answer...
And i dint hear b4 he ask me those few quesion...
i remember last time i bad mood,i open hs5 find him
i ask him those silly question,he ask back me
can dont ask me those question anymore....
I just hope that someday he could ask me back
cox i also wanna to let him know my heart answwer...
Just like for him, was so hard to answer me ..
His hp bo lui again....call him never answer...
he dint bring phone go out..use ppl hp sms to me..
alright~=') Fine..im ok..
lets count the time i waiting for him
12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 hour...gosh~
7 hour 3 msg..haix......now wad im gonna to do...
Waiting again...Nvm...

While im waiting im updated my blog...
I like my blog so much..espeacially the picture ❤
rabbit saw it sure like ..heheeeee❤
dun know when he just can see it ...hmmm
mayb midnite la..
Just now,i has just nothing to do
i read back my blog dairy...
every post that i has just read it....
im just feel So speechless my tear drop out...
every post,i've feel it all the pain..
the moment i type those feeling..
The Tear fall deeply ..............
Sometime im really duno why i will type like this
All the feeling,im just hope i could ask you...
Im too worry about this relationship..
Make till im hard trust on how long u will stay with me
Im just Duno how to say that im really love you..
I've no idea to say how much i love...
So that Alway cry for u,make u feel annoying...
While im today waiting you to find me...
i keep think my feeling..and many...i has just post on Fb those feeling..
let translate to english

♥ I Was Endure the Feeling , To be disguise Happy Infront you
♥ Cause U Dont know Waiting Feeling
♥ No matter how im Cry , U Cant Feel it
♥ I Dont care I can endure or not , I Will attempt to Endure
♥ Cause I Dun wanna see you unhappy
♥ I Told my Self Before wanna Let you happy
♥ Even though im happy or not , You dont need to worry about So many
♥ While im see you happy , im satisfied
♥ Cause I LoVe you Babe ♥

My Love have revenge❤

It was Raining outside....Feel very Cold...
And im Feel hungry,but duno why no appetite to eat
My Hand Feel so cold right now and just holding the phone
sms with you...but i was crying..=')
you dont wanan tell me what you doing on,why keep late reply
u keep say no no no ..ntg ntg ntg....but why late reply?
u still dun wanna tell me why..it okay...
just let me keep think why you will late reply...
just keep think,my brain have many answer ... It's Feel so Hurt
for the every answer...haix....
Ytd we was argue...i say u never know the feeling..
make you sad..i was so regret to say that...cause i was too hurt
i scare to let you sad..when i at fb saw what u have just post
when i saw it..i crying more fierce..haix...im really useless
then i hope that i can make you happy back..
so that i keep told u say tat i wana call you
Finally i make you laugh,i was Sooooo happy !!
But today,i make you angry again....
im really useless gf...u dun wanna told me what you doing,
but i keep force u to say,make you angry again...
now u treat me Sooo cold Soo cold...how i regret also no use..
we argue everyday...i duno why..everything come from me...
all i make....all i begin 1st..ALL JUST ONLI ME..!!!
that y i hate myself is this reason..!!
When i make you angry,u will treat me cold...
u do the right way to me...u dint do wrong anything...
i know u got self secret...sometime im really dun need to know too much
of your thing..cox u really need a space to hide your thing...
but i dint have anything to hide from you..i duno why we both not same..
maybe we not match,not same world people...
duno why god wanna let me to fall in love with you...
between the relationship are alway argue...
this friday 10/9/2010
our 7month anniversary..alway our anniversary also argue..
i hope this time we wont...

The secret u keep it..i'll stop asking you....
I hope myself can thking dao the answer ....why u dun wanna tell me
what are you doing keep late reply me..
you trying to let me try the feeling,now i know ....
U let me know too much Love ...and what kind of Love..
Great..i was going back to my JAIL life again...
WHAT LOVE ALSO THE SAME ...
u all are treating me on the same way...
that was my BIG WRONG...and u all let me know that
The most wrong in the relationship not boy..!!
IS ME..A GIRL that duno how to love a boy..
Just know to hurt you....
My Love HAVE revenge..!! That Correct..=')
DUN need to say No again..