已经三个星期了没有简讯
已经三个星期我天天都打给你
没有你的一天我真的活到不开心
可是每一次我打给你，很多次都没有话说
就只是静静在那边，就这样过了时间
还是我的错？我想知道你除了在家会在做什么？
我想知道昨晚你再做什么？为什么我打给你，你都不接？
不要说你睡觉~不是我不相信你，你心里知道就好
你自己心里最清楚你在做什么？
难道我一点也不重要吗？是不是我太天真了？
想太多，想要成为那个笔记那么完美的爱情
是不可能的事情？为什么不可能？因为我们不配？
因为我们都不是里面的一切，因为我们都不知道怎么去爱对方
我不想再打给你了，不是我不爱你了，而是我要知道
我在你心里是多重要的~我要知道当我不再打电话给你了
你会有什么行动，你会不会为了我不管用什么号码都能找到我
你的反应会是什么，我希望我不会失望
难道你那么久都没有主动找我了，不觉得好像很久没有找我的感觉吗？
为什么我有？还是你一点感觉也没有？
还是我太天真了？
现在的我们不再是以前的我们
我们的感情不在是以前的感情
我的眼泪不再是以前的眼泪那么坚强
你对我的态度都变了很多，我不知道以后的我们会是怎样
我真是一个失败的女朋友!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =‘（
Just Me
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
沟通
我们没有再多的话题说了吗?
那么以后还会一样没有话吗？
我打给你，我只希望你对我说多一点话
可是每一次都说几句就停下来静静了
或许我们两个人的性格都不一样
没有话说就没有了~
当你静静的时候，你知道我多想找话题跟你讲
我很多话题，可是我知道这些话题不刚我们
说了后就会不开心之类，要不然你会敷衍我
还是说“我不知你”你知道这四个字能让我深深地感到痛么？
我不知道为什么我们都是这样
或许是我的问题，你没有话我也跟着静静
我们很久没有信息了，信息会让我们更多话说
以前的我，不知道为什么多话到说不完
现在的我少话的静起来了，我是怎么了？
如果我们这样下去，以后不是更没有话说了吗？
见面就只是拖着手不说话？
好几次我跟你讲电话是哭的
你只是听过两次而已，可是我哭在电话多过两次了
这不是你造成的，是我怪我自己为什么小气
你的语气，好和坏我分得出，因为我跟你在一起很久了
我知道~ 当你对我凶的时候，就是你心情不好的时候
我问你，你是不是心情不好，为什么对我说话那么凶？
你会回答我，我为什么要心情不好？我几时对你凶？
当你对我说这句的时候，我会回答你是拉~没有啊，是我想太多
因为我知道你不会对我坦白的说你心情不好
你心情好的时候，跟我讲电话，无论如何都会说笑
电话里的你，很温柔，很疼我的感觉
这样的你，我会一直对你傻笑很多次
因为我开心的听见你笑了
想回去以前，我真的很多话说，我们从不会没有话说
现在，或许久了，感情淡了
我不肯定我能不能和你在一起到永远
因为沟通也是一种感情最需要的东西
没有话说的你自然不会再继续的一起
因为依然都是闷了，不如找新的吧~
每一次都是我最害怕，最担心你离开的那个
每一次都是我最心疼的那个
每一次都是我去记得我们周月的时间
你有记得过每一个周月的日期吗？
你有对我说过我们是在第几第几个月了吗？
还是这些事情不需要去记得？因为不重要？
我对你的态度已经变了许多许多
我真的体谅你，不管是说起什么事情
我都不会逼你去做，第一次不要，第二次不要我就不会逼了
以前的我，每一天都要信息，一天部信息
就如早上开始一定要跟我信息，不然我就会想太多
而一直想傻婆一直伤心，哭泣
现在的我，你每天晚上一定要陪我，不管是在多忙，一封信息
最多一封，就够了，虽然还是很伤心，可是我知道每个人都有自己的自由
勉强没有幸福，以前的我太过现实了
现在我知道了，你的感受，我想起了你跟我在一起那么久
对我最生气的一次，在我面前哭过一次，我都记得
在那时刻我决定了，我少点管你，我少点对你说我吃醋
我少点对你生气，就算是你生气的时候，我怎样都会哄你开心
因为我不想吵架，我不会让吵架再像以前常常都在发生
因为我们都长大了，吵架解决不到事情，我们已经不小孩子了
吵架只会伤感情，就算是我们突然吵起来，我会对我自己说
不要吵架，因为我不想让你不开心，请我退后三步...
我会对你说对不起，不管是你的错，我的错
我一样会退三步对你说对不起，是我的错
请你不要生气了，好吗？我不会让你对我说对不起
因为我不想你生气你自己为什么这样对我
不管你知道你这样做，会让我更伤心，更生气，你还会去做
最后你来对我说对不起，我都不会骂你
因为我要的是你开心，我也希望我们能找更多的话题去讲
沟通是感情最重要的，不沟通，感情不会更爱的
反而变得更淡
Sunday, November 21, 2010
我要不要放弃学业去台湾？
我想留下来，是因为我真的不想离开你
可是我真的不喜欢读书，我只是想做我喜欢的东西
我虽然是那么笨，可是我想要我的前途过得更好
将来我做什么事情都不会再有人管，这样我才可以和你在一起
我们过得日子不会再是偷偷摸摸了~
我每一年都补考，我真的很笨
爸爸也拿我没办法，他问我长大后要做什么
我告诉他我要做蛋糕，甜品，还有很多多的小食这里没有看过的
他就说如果你真的要，我就送你去台湾学，因为除了台湾
没有一个地方是比较professional的可以学了...
他说要在那里学一年才可以回来，叫我跟他朋友的女儿一起去学
我真的不知道那时候的我在想什么，我真的很矛盾
我想了很久很久，甚至还想到哭了，因为真的觉得很烦
一，我不喜欢读书
二，我对做蛋糕，小甜品有兴趣
三，我不介意去那么远学
四，我介意的是我不想离开朋友，家人，还有身边的一个最重要的人
五，接收不到新环境
六, 没有认识的朋友
七，我的话语不好，不会看繁体字
八，对台湾人不是有很好的印象
虽然个个都是看自己怎么去做而已，我了解我自己的性格，
我还不知道怎么去独立一个人的生活，因为从小我想要自己试下怎么去独立
一个人的世界，可是父母不给，说我还小，不适合独立
所以我在一个人的生活，不习惯的生活，我习惯了旁边有人陪伴
我不介意去那么远，是因为我知道那边很多东西可以吃
很多东西可以玩，很多东西可以去体验，可是我害怕我去到那边
我不认识周围的地方，我迷路了~我找不回自己的家了
我害怕那边的人对我不好，我害怕一个人在屋里的感觉
尤其是晚上，或者停电时候，或许是我想太多
一生人第一次去了新环境，一个人住一个屋子，一切只能感受到孤单
真的很害怕...
我还怕离去疼我的你们，我不想离去我的家人和朋友那么远，因为他们永远都在我旁边
陪着我，安慰我，关心我，还有我们每一个快乐的时光
我害怕离爱我的你，因为没有你我真的活不下去，一天没有你的关心
我会觉得你忘记我了，我去不是一个月，而是一年，虽然能够回来
可是一年没有你的声音，一年没有你的唠叨，一年没有你的来信
我真的害怕你真的走了，你也会忘记我了，我也害怕你会变心而离去
你口头对我说，去吧去吧，这是你的前途，你叫我去让我觉得
你在赶我走，你说我去到那里我也许会变心，因为你说我会遇到
一个比你更好，比你帅，的男生，你自然会忘记我，然后我去死
你一直想把我让给人家，虽然你是开玩笑，可是我不觉得好笑
因为我是在认真的对你说，我真的不想离你而去，你说我不知道，你自己决定
你真的让我失望了太多，我只想你对我说 我不想你离我太远，请你留下来
可是你没有说，反而说我不知道你，你自己决定
或许变心的人不是我，遇到更好的也不是我，一切都是你
如果我真的决定去台湾，一年后我回来，你真的变心了
我不会怪你，因为我准备好，我会有心里准备，流着泪对你说我祝福你
因为我还爱着你。你快乐，我就快乐
我希望你能拉着我不走，可惜你会我说去吧去吧，这是你的前途
我不想当着你的前途，我的父母虽然不喜欢你，因为你是来自tamparuli
一个小小村的人，我妈的思想就是住在小小村的人都是坏
可是我不觉得，因为我妈没有去真正了解你们
我认识的你，我喜欢的你，我爱的你，我不后悔
因为我没有认识错你，喜欢错你，爱错你
我真的下定决心，我会爱你到永远
不管你是哪里人，父母不接受你，我不会因为这样离开你
我会让他们满满的接受你
我到底要继续我的学业，每次补考，每次不及格的生活
还是去台湾完成我的梦想，之后我就自由了
我不知道我的选这是什么，因为我不知道我的答案会不会是错的
可是我真的不喜欢读书，我只是想做我喜欢的东西
我虽然是那么笨，可是我想要我的前途过得更好
将来我做什么事情都不会再有人管，这样我才可以和你在一起
我们过得日子不会再是偷偷摸摸了~
我每一年都补考，我真的很笨
爸爸也拿我没办法，他问我长大后要做什么
我告诉他我要做蛋糕，甜品，还有很多多的小食这里没有看过的
他就说如果你真的要，我就送你去台湾学，因为除了台湾
没有一个地方是比较professional的可以学了...
他说要在那里学一年才可以回来，叫我跟他朋友的女儿一起去学
我真的不知道那时候的我在想什么，我真的很矛盾
我想了很久很久，甚至还想到哭了，因为真的觉得很烦
一，我不喜欢读书
二，我对做蛋糕，小甜品有兴趣
三，我不介意去那么远学
四，我介意的是我不想离开朋友，家人，还有身边的一个最重要的人
五，接收不到新环境
六, 没有认识的朋友
七，我的话语不好，不会看繁体字
八，对台湾人不是有很好的印象
虽然个个都是看自己怎么去做而已，我了解我自己的性格，
我还不知道怎么去独立一个人的生活，因为从小我想要自己试下怎么去独立
一个人的世界，可是父母不给，说我还小，不适合独立
所以我在一个人的生活，不习惯的生活，我习惯了旁边有人陪伴
我不介意去那么远，是因为我知道那边很多东西可以吃
很多东西可以玩，很多东西可以去体验，可是我害怕我去到那边
我不认识周围的地方，我迷路了~我找不回自己的家了
我害怕那边的人对我不好，我害怕一个人在屋里的感觉
尤其是晚上，或者停电时候，或许是我想太多
一生人第一次去了新环境，一个人住一个屋子，一切只能感受到孤单
真的很害怕...
我还怕离去疼我的你们，我不想离去我的家人和朋友那么远，因为他们永远都在我旁边
陪着我，安慰我，关心我，还有我们每一个快乐的时光
我害怕离爱我的你，因为没有你我真的活不下去，一天没有你的关心
我会觉得你忘记我了，我去不是一个月，而是一年，虽然能够回来
可是一年没有你的声音，一年没有你的唠叨，一年没有你的来信
我真的害怕你真的走了，你也会忘记我了，我也害怕你会变心而离去
你口头对我说，去吧去吧，这是你的前途，你叫我去让我觉得
你在赶我走，你说我去到那里我也许会变心，因为你说我会遇到
一个比你更好，比你帅，的男生，你自然会忘记我，然后我去死
你一直想把我让给人家，虽然你是开玩笑，可是我不觉得好笑
因为我是在认真的对你说，我真的不想离你而去，你说我不知道，你自己决定
你真的让我失望了太多，我只想你对我说 我不想你离我太远，请你留下来
可是你没有说，反而说我不知道你，你自己决定
或许变心的人不是我，遇到更好的也不是我，一切都是你
如果我真的决定去台湾，一年后我回来，你真的变心了
我不会怪你，因为我准备好，我会有心里准备，流着泪对你说我祝福你
因为我还爱着你。你快乐，我就快乐
我希望你能拉着我不走，可惜你会我说去吧去吧，这是你的前途
我不想当着你的前途，我的父母虽然不喜欢你，因为你是来自tamparuli
一个小小村的人，我妈的思想就是住在小小村的人都是坏
可是我不觉得，因为我妈没有去真正了解你们
我认识的你，我喜欢的你，我爱的你，我不后悔
因为我没有认识错你，喜欢错你，爱错你
我真的下定决心，我会爱你到永远
不管你是哪里人，父母不接受你，我不会因为这样离开你
我会让他们满满的接受你
我到底要继续我的学业，每次补考，每次不及格的生活
还是去台湾完成我的梦想，之后我就自由了
我不知道我的选这是什么，因为我不知道我的答案会不会是错的
Sunday, October 10, 2010
我们的第八个月也就是240天
today is 10.10.2010
Our 8month-sary
i think 2day also not happy at all =(
I duno why and what happen to me 2day....
come back from chruch go sleep a while...
Cox im just feel so tired..................
then i ask my bro wake me up when my dad finish bath
after that he wake me up,i go downstair direct give scold...
HUH?=.=
He say If you dun wanna make medicine for me then just say
i wont force you come down to help me medicine,i duno why la...
Then my tear drop....i go make him the medicine drink...
then i go infront him giv him the medicine,he scold me again
he say why i alway saw u sleep and play computer?
alway jz know do that and lie me,take money and what else you know to do?
useless @#$%^ and many many ...
excuse me? did you know what i alway do?u alway come back i also playing game
or sleep not mean other time i also like this la ok?
u say im lie you,i lie you what,u explain to me la!
if i dun take money with you how i pay skul fee how i study,
u dun wan give me money then dun give la..i dun wan study!
self go out earn money...i do everything dun need you give me money already!
i can do it if you wan like this,i feel more happy that i can 独立!
u Feel No face izit have this kind of daughter?throw la...
many place i still can go de...dun need to use knife cut my heart!HURT!
although you my dad but im not a doll to let you scold...u alway come back then scold
u onli know scold me?other?if sunday i alway go out,u dun regreat and say
im learn bad cause no 1 help u make medicine..!! you ask your self
have your SON help you or do anything for you?! NO THEY DINT HAVE!!
Im know im not very perfect daughter just like your big daughter
doesnt mean im what also useless,not everyone are same!!
IF someday i know to scold back you,dun say im bad or hit me
cause im not a doll to let you scold..!!!
='( i go back to my room then i keep cry keep cry...NON STOP
cry liao 2 hour,after that stop a while cry again....
When im crying,no ppl that stay by my side and consolation me...='(
i though 2day will be the happy day,but it not ~
i think toooo much ~ =']
all just a dream.....................
I duno why i have a kind of life like this ....
Rabbit Sleep le very long time ~
But duno why i have some doubt that he not sleeping,
but he told me he really sleeping,
i hope that he no lie me =(
cause jz now he got on9 i ask him why no find me at hp
he say he wan continue sleep
1st time he say like that,just feel so weird...
argh...what 8month-sary ?
that just feel not happy today....='(
Our 8month-sary
i think 2day also not happy at all =(
I duno why and what happen to me 2day....
come back from chruch go sleep a while...
Cox im just feel so tired..................
then i ask my bro wake me up when my dad finish bath
after that he wake me up,i go downstair direct give scold...
HUH?=.=
He say If you dun wanna make medicine for me then just say
i wont force you come down to help me medicine,i duno why la...
Then my tear drop....i go make him the medicine drink...
then i go infront him giv him the medicine,he scold me again
he say why i alway saw u sleep and play computer?
alway jz know do that and lie me,take money and what else you know to do?
useless @#$%^ and many many ...
excuse me? did you know what i alway do?u alway come back i also playing game
or sleep not mean other time i also like this la ok?
u say im lie you,i lie you what,u explain to me la!
if i dun take money with you how i pay skul fee how i study,
u dun wan give me money then dun give la..i dun wan study!
self go out earn money...i do everything dun need you give me money already!
i can do it if you wan like this,i feel more happy that i can 独立!
u Feel No face izit have this kind of daughter?throw la...
many place i still can go de...dun need to use knife cut my heart!HURT!
although you my dad but im not a doll to let you scold...u alway come back then scold
u onli know scold me?other?if sunday i alway go out,u dun regreat and say
im learn bad cause no 1 help u make medicine..!! you ask your self
have your SON help you or do anything for you?! NO THEY DINT HAVE!!
Im know im not very perfect daughter just like your big daughter
doesnt mean im what also useless,not everyone are same!!
IF someday i know to scold back you,dun say im bad or hit me
cause im not a doll to let you scold..!!!
='( i go back to my room then i keep cry keep cry...NON STOP
cry liao 2 hour,after that stop a while cry again....
When im crying,no ppl that stay by my side and consolation me...='(
i though 2day will be the happy day,but it not ~
i think toooo much ~ =']
all just a dream.....................
I duno why i have a kind of life like this ....
Rabbit Sleep le very long time ~
But duno why i have some doubt that he not sleeping,
but he told me he really sleeping,
i hope that he no lie me =(
cause jz now he got on9 i ask him why no find me at hp
he say he wan continue sleep
1st time he say like that,just feel so weird...
argh...what 8month-sary ?
that just feel not happy today....='(
Sunday, October 3, 2010
已经过去了，为什么这种感觉又来了
Rabiit. ❤.......................❤
Do u love me?
Do u feel Hard together with me?
You Got your freedom?
I know you feel very hard,
u just dun wanna hurt me so that i alway ask you
you also say you very happy with me
you not feel hard,and u get alot of freedom
those are lie.....
Hurt This feeling,before i alway got
finally you change alot,i duno why
i feel very happy ,and no more Hurt feeling
Long time already i dint cry for you,
finally yesterday and today i had cry for you...
u know why?
yesterday u told me u wanna play game
so that i let you play,until 2pm half
you sms me ask me eat already?i say i eat already
i ask back you,u say not yet,then i ask u go eat
until 4pm half,u say u finish eat,that time i dint reply you
cause im sleeping....5pm half i sms back you en la,but u dint reply
i wait already half hour then i go bath,i though tat you will reply me
when im finish bath,but when i finish bath,i saw my phone
1 msg also dint have....then i ask you to play finish
sin find me...then i keep wait...................................
until 12am half u still dint find me,im veryyyy worry
i go sms your fren,i ask your fren izit you at cc?
he say yes....i ask your fren wad u doing there,but he dint reply already..
okay,tat fine....i know you are playing game,so i keep force myself
dont find you,i wait you find me...and i send "NITEX" mean im sleep
then i lie down on my bed
i keep think keep think...sudenly i cry....a while
you msg come,that time is 1:04 am...
u say "sory i din find rabbit =( " when i saw this msg
i cry,never stop...im trying to stop it, but i really cant
i dint sleep yet,but i dun wanna to reply your msg
cause if i reply you,i cry more fierce...
finally my eye tired,then i sleep ......
today i wake up,1 msg also din have...
it okay =) i will wait your msg come again...
i keep wait keep wait...until now
6:40 already you dint find me...
already 19 hour...i wait your msg for 19hour
whr you?im trying to told you...
if this relationship really make you feel hard
for you true heart....
u can say break to me i wont blame you...
cause not your wrong..wrong is just me,
just me duno how to take care you
duno how to love you
not enough love you....i duno how to express
im VERY LOVE YOU...x1000000+++++
now,im just wait it you find me...
i dun wan find you...not because i don love you
it just wanna see you,if someday i whole day dint find you
will you worry me....?
i know if now i ask you,why u like this
you will told me..i also duno why i like this...
u just care your self feeling..MAYBE...
i dint guess wrong...
im not the most important inside your heart
the most important is GAME...
我没有资格排在你心里的第一个，
因为我不配你的位子
我能为你做的就是这一切
曾经为让你改了许多，
那不是我的功劳
而是你自己要感谢自己
我知道我不在你身边，
以前的你就会走出来
当你在我面前，就是谎言的你
我知道我没有资格爱你
或许着一些是报应
因为我曾经破坏了你曾经的感情
我每一天都在想，每当我听见她的名字
我就会生气....我不知道为什么，也许是上次在warisan那件事情
弄到这样的.......
你告诉我，我该怎么做？如果分手我做不到
因为我不能没有你在我身边
可是如果你对我分手，我能接受一切不管是多伤心
因为那不是谎言......
我说着一些，不是要分手的意思
我只是想你比我快乐，我不要你跟我一样每天都是这个样子
我很爱很爱很爱很爱你李杰奇❤
Do u love me?
Do u feel Hard together with me?
You Got your freedom?
I know you feel very hard,
u just dun wanna hurt me so that i alway ask you
you also say you very happy with me
you not feel hard,and u get alot of freedom
those are lie.....
Hurt This feeling,before i alway got
finally you change alot,i duno why
i feel very happy ,and no more Hurt feeling
Long time already i dint cry for you,
finally yesterday and today i had cry for you...
u know why?
yesterday u told me u wanna play game
so that i let you play,until 2pm half
you sms me ask me eat already?i say i eat already
i ask back you,u say not yet,then i ask u go eat
until 4pm half,u say u finish eat,that time i dint reply you
cause im sleeping....5pm half i sms back you en la,but u dint reply
i wait already half hour then i go bath,i though tat you will reply me
when im finish bath,but when i finish bath,i saw my phone
1 msg also dint have....then i ask you to play finish
sin find me...then i keep wait...................................
until 12am half u still dint find me,im veryyyy worry
i go sms your fren,i ask your fren izit you at cc?
he say yes....i ask your fren wad u doing there,but he dint reply already..
okay,tat fine....i know you are playing game,so i keep force myself
dont find you,i wait you find me...and i send "NITEX" mean im sleep
then i lie down on my bed
i keep think keep think...sudenly i cry....a while
you msg come,that time is 1:04 am...
u say "sory i din find rabbit =( " when i saw this msg
i cry,never stop...im trying to stop it, but i really cant
i dint sleep yet,but i dun wanna to reply your msg
cause if i reply you,i cry more fierce...
finally my eye tired,then i sleep ......
today i wake up,1 msg also din have...
it okay =) i will wait your msg come again...
i keep wait keep wait...until now
6:40 already you dint find me...
already 19 hour...i wait your msg for 19hour
whr you?im trying to told you...
if this relationship really make you feel hard
for you true heart....
u can say break to me i wont blame you...
cause not your wrong..wrong is just me,
just me duno how to take care you
duno how to love you
not enough love you....i duno how to express
im VERY LOVE YOU...x1000000+++++
now,im just wait it you find me...
i dun wan find you...not because i don love you
it just wanna see you,if someday i whole day dint find you
will you worry me....?
i know if now i ask you,why u like this
you will told me..i also duno why i like this...
u just care your self feeling..MAYBE...
i dint guess wrong...
im not the most important inside your heart
the most important is GAME...
我没有资格排在你心里的第一个，
因为我不配你的位子
我能为你做的就是这一切
曾经为让你改了许多，
那不是我的功劳
而是你自己要感谢自己
我知道我不在你身边，
以前的你就会走出来
当你在我面前，就是谎言的你
我知道我没有资格爱你
或许着一些是报应
因为我曾经破坏了你曾经的感情
我每一天都在想，每当我听见她的名字
我就会生气....我不知道为什么，也许是上次在warisan那件事情
弄到这样的.......
你告诉我，我该怎么做？如果分手我做不到
因为我不能没有你在我身边
可是如果你对我分手，我能接受一切不管是多伤心
因为那不是谎言......
我说着一些，不是要分手的意思
我只是想你比我快乐，我不要你跟我一样每天都是这个样子
我很爱很爱很爱很爱你李杰奇❤
Monday, September 20, 2010
Stresssssss ='(
20/9/2010
My heart very heavy who know?>.<" But i duno what thing step on my heart right now.... im jz feel veryyy stresss.....i duno why like tiz... but if people ask me what happen..i cant say out... my brain empty onli i know..... maybe because of exam,friend ,dance competition and love... just let me think much ....i cant stop think those thg =.= it jz very hard to solve it..... aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T everynight my tear will come out...i duno i cry for what....it jz feel so... STRESSSSSSSSS .......3 EXAM...nonstop... mock exam,PMR exam,UEC exam... now duno wan how face on my rabbit again.... argue again...i know i wrong alway say DIE DIE DIE.... im just joking,at the same time i know u dun like... now until you say yourself die die.... like wanna revenge on me..... u are the 2nd bf that will revenge self gf... mayb u do the right way...cause you wanna make me Feel it those feeling u all dint wrong,all my wrong..alway argue it just me the onli one will begin i know u busy for playing game....u can tell me,but why u wanna lie me.. dun ask why i will know you are playing game... u promise me wont lie me , but u lie me..... u alway break our promise... Last saturday i ask you those question....i know im just to waste asking you cause u answer me the same answer..me is like that..bad boyfriend ='( i know you like drink beer,i know you like smoke,i know you naughty and bad But same thing,i dun care you is what kind of person im still love,cause i know,u still got many time to change yourself before i do stump up to you,mayb u dun like,cause for you mayb i do just wrong~i do wrong.... If you are really wanna to change,you really love me you will do it for me everything to change yourself from bad become a nice and good person... but u jz not enough confidence you know? you can,just like you now stop smoking already...that wad you have just do for me.. u did it now,why other cant change,mayb i really too much Care you... mayb im the 1 bad girlfriend,dun let you drink beer....smoke,be bad guy why b4 you can?why other people can you cant?not fair right? if i say,i let you to do everything,urself wont think do this is right or wrong so that why i so care you,untill you no freedom.. if i dun care..u never stop never change till now .... you try ask back urself izit the true i say? Im sorry if im say dao so lin cc...cause i duno got what world that NICE can say...im really soryy.... rabbit,If one day,i suddenly dun wanna care you dun wanna ask you alway doing what ,why late reply me, u say wan what,i let you go and do it...you will how? did you will feel weird with my aititude sudden change like this? If that day really come true..i hope you dun think much.. not im not love you,is i let you free already,mean...im tired... you alway not happy i ngam you,so that i wont ngam you already just wanna see you happy,i enough rabbit =) really... but now,however i will let you become a nice person one day... nothing that impossible rabbit... i dun requests you to be a perfect man, but i requests you to be a nice boy..... Rabbit please dont angry me already............... >.<
wo aik ni Rabbit =D❤
Now i lost 1 chance to join the competition cause of exam....
i duno why put the time so match till like this?
i look forward for the comeptition very long time
now it is impossible that i can join..my last exam 29/10
the competition on 5/11
after exam i onli left 4 days to practice...not fair!
haix...i dun wan give up the comeptition....!! T.T
heartpainnnnnnn and sad after i hear dao this informaion
Last answer,is cant JOIN
My heart very heavy who know?>.<" But i duno what thing step on my heart right now.... im jz feel veryyy stresss.....i duno why like tiz... but if people ask me what happen..i cant say out... my brain empty onli i know..... maybe because of exam,friend ,dance competition and love... just let me think much ....i cant stop think those thg =.= it jz very hard to solve it..... aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T.T everynight my tear will come out...i duno i cry for what....it jz feel so... STRESSSSSSSSS .......3 EXAM...nonstop... mock exam,PMR exam,UEC exam... now duno wan how face on my rabbit again.... argue again...i know i wrong alway say DIE DIE DIE.... im just joking,at the same time i know u dun like... now until you say yourself die die.... like wanna revenge on me..... u are the 2nd bf that will revenge self gf... mayb u do the right way...cause you wanna make me Feel it those feeling u all dint wrong,all my wrong..alway argue it just me the onli one will begin i know u busy for playing game....u can tell me,but why u wanna lie me.. dun ask why i will know you are playing game... u promise me wont lie me , but u lie me..... u alway break our promise... Last saturday i ask you those question....i know im just to waste asking you cause u answer me the same answer..me is like that..bad boyfriend ='( i know you like drink beer,i know you like smoke,i know you naughty and bad But same thing,i dun care you is what kind of person im still love,cause i know,u still got many time to change yourself before i do stump up to you,mayb u dun like,cause for you mayb i do just wrong~i do wrong.... If you are really wanna to change,you really love me you will do it for me everything to change yourself from bad become a nice and good person... but u jz not enough confidence you know? you can,just like you now stop smoking already...that wad you have just do for me.. u did it now,why other cant change,mayb i really too much Care you... mayb im the 1 bad girlfriend,dun let you drink beer....smoke,be bad guy why b4 you can?why other people can you cant?not fair right? if i say,i let you to do everything,urself wont think do this is right or wrong so that why i so care you,untill you no freedom.. if i dun care..u never stop never change till now .... you try ask back urself izit the true i say? Im sorry if im say dao so lin cc...cause i duno got what world that NICE can say...im really soryy.... rabbit,If one day,i suddenly dun wanna care you dun wanna ask you alway doing what ,why late reply me, u say wan what,i let you go and do it...you will how? did you will feel weird with my aititude sudden change like this? If that day really come true..i hope you dun think much.. not im not love you,is i let you free already,mean...im tired... you alway not happy i ngam you,so that i wont ngam you already just wanna see you happy,i enough rabbit =) really... but now,however i will let you become a nice person one day... nothing that impossible rabbit... i dun requests you to be a perfect man, but i requests you to be a nice boy..... Rabbit please dont angry me already............... >.<
wo aik ni Rabbit =D❤
Now i lost 1 chance to join the competition cause of exam....
i duno why put the time so match till like this?
i look forward for the comeptition very long time
now it is impossible that i can join..my last exam 29/10
the competition on 5/11
after exam i onli left 4 days to practice...not fair!
haix...i dun wan give up the comeptition....!! T.T
heartpainnnnnnn and sad after i hear dao this informaion
Last answer,is cant JOIN
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Cryyyyyyyyy
我把你弄得很生气
我很坏是？
让我再次，也是最后一次答应我自己
我不再让你想今天
我不再让你生气
我为你付出的，你不喜欢，我放弃帮助你
只要怎么做你开心，我愿意。。。。
忍受那些痛，我也会为你做
你生气，我静静
老公，对不起，我让你这样
都是我没有用
不够体谅你......
我一直都不想这样，你每次说你自己很坏
我想办法帮助你，可是我付出的却错
每次吵架，你都Skip或者不回复
这样逃避，你也不会开心....
我们也了解不了对方你明白么？
我不是很喜欢吵架，只不过我觉得我了解你多，
可是你了解我不多
我对不起你，我真的是一个失败的女朋友
你认识到我，是你不幸
你爱上我，你的不幸
虽然你真的很像我以前的男朋友
当我生气的时候，不会逗我开心说甜话
反而你也跟着生气
当我伤心的时候，你不会安慰我
反而你跟着不开心
我想你懂得怎么逗我开心，因为我很容易就开心回
可是你每次都只会让我更伤，
我该怎么告诉你？我想对你说清楚没一个东西
可是我说不到，因为你不想听
你会不reply我，skip我
一旦你不理我，我就会哭
一旦你生气我会害怕，我尽力逗你开心
可是我做不到，很没用对么？
我不想你看不好的东西，因为这样感觉上
你看的不是真的，可是也是你看了别的女生的感觉
你懂?不是我不明白男生，我想要你知道，这些东西，
你已经长大，不要还不懂事的看那些东西
我和你在一起的时候，我记得我答应你
无论发生什么事我都不会找事吵架
我会让你一辈子开心
可是，这一切都是梦话
原来我做不到，因为我不够了解你
老公，我真的很对不起今天
这一天，是我让你最生气的一天
我会记得我曾经这样对你
原来我是那么的坏
我不会原谅我自己的错
永远！我都不会原谅自己
因为一切都错在我不懂你的心，
你坚持要看，那我不管了，我让你
因为你曾说过我不懂男生的感觉
我...很累了....
我把一切选择沉默，哭泣带过
我很坏是？
让我再次，也是最后一次答应我自己
我不再让你想今天
我不再让你生气
我为你付出的，你不喜欢，我放弃帮助你
只要怎么做你开心，我愿意。。。。
忍受那些痛，我也会为你做
你生气，我静静
老公，对不起，我让你这样
都是我没有用
不够体谅你......
我一直都不想这样，你每次说你自己很坏
我想办法帮助你，可是我付出的却错
每次吵架，你都Skip或者不回复
这样逃避，你也不会开心....
我们也了解不了对方你明白么？
我不是很喜欢吵架，只不过我觉得我了解你多，
可是你了解我不多
我对不起你，我真的是一个失败的女朋友
你认识到我，是你不幸
你爱上我，你的不幸
虽然你真的很像我以前的男朋友
当我生气的时候，不会逗我开心说甜话
反而你也跟着生气
当我伤心的时候，你不会安慰我
反而你跟着不开心
我想你懂得怎么逗我开心，因为我很容易就开心回
可是你每次都只会让我更伤，
我该怎么告诉你？我想对你说清楚没一个东西
可是我说不到，因为你不想听
你会不reply我，skip我
一旦你不理我，我就会哭
一旦你生气我会害怕，我尽力逗你开心
可是我做不到，很没用对么？
我不想你看不好的东西，因为这样感觉上
你看的不是真的，可是也是你看了别的女生的感觉
你懂?不是我不明白男生，我想要你知道，这些东西，
你已经长大，不要还不懂事的看那些东西
我和你在一起的时候，我记得我答应你
无论发生什么事我都不会找事吵架
我会让你一辈子开心
可是，这一切都是梦话
原来我做不到，因为我不够了解你
老公，我真的很对不起今天
这一天，是我让你最生气的一天
我会记得我曾经这样对你
原来我是那么的坏
我不会原谅我自己的错
永远！我都不会原谅自己
因为一切都错在我不懂你的心，
你坚持要看，那我不管了，我让你
因为你曾说过我不懂男生的感觉
我...很累了....
我把一切选择沉默，哭泣带过
Saturday, September 11, 2010
11/09/10 不懂
Yesterday Feel exciteddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
can meet rabbit..im too early wake up already...
duno why wake up feel not so well ='(
Stomach Feel pain and Keep going to vomit,
but duno why cant vomit out == DAMN !
Then im going to bath and Change cloths...
My mum bring me and bro go eat breakfast....
i dint eat much....Then i Feel Wanna vomit again...
My stomach really not FEEL WELL >.<"
yiiii... Then mum fetch me go Warisan...
i Go toilet again...=.=" trying to vomit out all the thing but duno why cant...
after that i lazy wait vomit better i go find rabbit....
Go inside the CP..Wakao Malay Smell..
yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Hari raya
..Too many malay chung hoi...
Walk onli.. Finally meet dao rabbit..
....bla bla bla bla bla .....
Story begin....
While we gonna wait all people come...
Me,rabbit and his fren wait at YOYO...
i Saw Jennifer there already.....
i look at her Very long and beckon with her...
But She dint Respon to me and I has just give she SKIP then she go away already...
Rabbit fren ask me..
why Jennifer dont wanna respon me..
Im just feel so hard to asswer him tat question =.=
i say duno la..habit sudah.....
Suddenly feel angry and Hurt she treat me like that..
ytd morning i sms with her..
i ask her got go her cousin party or not she say "GOT" before if im sms with her..
she sure will answer me GOT YA,U LEH?
now using 1 word answer me whole the question...
Just Because she Yesterday treat me like....
make me Got a Feeling again...
i think we going to break out Frendship Soon.if she still treating me like tiz Even ytd i sit at the Kbox keep look at her..
she also dont wan to Smile with me..
JUST ONLI A SMILE...='(
Fine..It ok...
And I saw "HER"Front the yoyo......
rabit fren ask me dont fight with "HER".....i say why i wan ~
Just Feel so weired.......
And "SHE" Same Kbox with Us.... =.= why "SHE" will there..GOSH!
"SHE" and her Fren keep look at me....
Fine=.= give them see bao ta...
After that i bring rabbit go chruch.....
NOT GO PRAY is go See my fren RACHEL Dance comeptition..
after that 3pm we back CP, Rabbit dint back home ytd he and his Fren go rent a hotel...and live thr...
rabbit ask me accompany him go see the room then i accompany him go....
Go up thr ......saw his fren playing =.=
Then "SHE" tell Rabbit fren wanna come up The hotel and have a look Then
...bla bla bla ...
"SHE" at outside the door...Keep look inside..
Im just stand inside near the door..
"SHE" say HI to me,Im sure respon back her although i hate "HER"...
"SHE"keep @#$%^&*() thr....
Begin Im feel So annoying...i have some impulse wanna ask "HER"
why dont you just Say or Do directly what you want...
Dont keep waste your time to do so many thing
make dao self so cheap...=.=
But I Never wanna to argue with "HER" from the begin till now
I dint have to dispute with "HER" anything...
And i know "SHE" Do like tat Just because "SHE" still Love rabbit..
however...I never let "HER"..If i let,i know rabbit wont choose "HER"
cause i trust Rabbit
I Going out with rabbit i just wanna to be happy
Beh tahan them,i go out,rabbit follow me go Cp too...
im just Feel Sad... Think bu dao Why...Why "SHE" just dun wanna stop
dispute with me?She happy if do like tat?Im never Do so childish
wanna argue with her...i let her....Mayb my Face...
Really look like easy give bully those ...So she dare like tat
But my heart not just like u all thk till So Weak....
I even not scare..Just Dun wan Sot with her Using childish device to dispute =.=
If someday,they ask me out..however who celebrate on their birthday
I will Not out anymore..cause i know,Got them,sure got "HER"
I just wanna stop this war....except IF Rabbit will be there..i will Go..
other time..i never wanna to go...Please dont say im scare of "HER"
Cause Im not...she just a human being,same like me....= )
THE END ~
can meet rabbit..im too early wake up already...
duno why wake up feel not so well ='(
Stomach Feel pain and Keep going to vomit,
but duno why cant vomit out == DAMN !
Then im going to bath and Change cloths...
My mum bring me and bro go eat breakfast....
i dint eat much....Then i Feel Wanna vomit again...
My stomach really not FEEL WELL >.<"
yiiii... Then mum fetch me go Warisan...
i Go toilet again...=.=" trying to vomit out all the thing but duno why cant...
after that i lazy wait vomit better i go find rabbit....
Go inside the CP..Wakao Malay Smell..
yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Hari raya
..Too many malay chung hoi...
Walk onli.. Finally meet dao rabbit..
....bla bla bla bla bla .....
Story begin....
While we gonna wait all people come...
Me,rabbit and his fren wait at YOYO...
i Saw Jennifer there already.....
i look at her Very long and beckon with her...
But She dint Respon to me and I has just give she SKIP then she go away already...
Rabbit fren ask me..
why Jennifer dont wanna respon me..
Im just feel so hard to asswer him tat question =.=
i say duno la..habit sudah.....
Suddenly feel angry and Hurt she treat me like that..
ytd morning i sms with her..
i ask her got go her cousin party or not she say "GOT" before if im sms with her..
she sure will answer me GOT YA,U LEH?
now using 1 word answer me whole the question...
Just Because she Yesterday treat me like....
make me Got a Feeling again...
i think we going to break out Frendship Soon.if she still treating me like tiz Even ytd i sit at the Kbox keep look at her..
she also dont wan to Smile with me..
JUST ONLI A SMILE...='(
Fine..It ok...
And I saw "HER"Front the yoyo......
rabit fren ask me dont fight with "HER".....i say why i wan ~
Just Feel so weired.......
And "SHE" Same Kbox with Us.... =.= why "SHE" will there..GOSH!
"SHE" and her Fren keep look at me....
Fine=.= give them see bao ta...
After that i bring rabbit go chruch.....
NOT GO PRAY is go See my fren RACHEL Dance comeptition..
after that 3pm we back CP, Rabbit dint back home ytd he and his Fren go rent a hotel...and live thr...
rabbit ask me accompany him go see the room then i accompany him go....
Go up thr ......saw his fren playing =.=
Then "SHE" tell Rabbit fren wanna come up The hotel and have a look Then
...bla bla bla ...
"SHE" at outside the door...Keep look inside..
Im just stand inside near the door..
"SHE" say HI to me,Im sure respon back her although i hate "HER"...
"SHE"keep @#$%^&*() thr....
Begin Im feel So annoying...i have some impulse wanna ask "HER"
why dont you just Say or Do directly what you want...
Dont keep waste your time to do so many thing
make dao self so cheap...=.=
But I Never wanna to argue with "HER" from the begin till now
I dint have to dispute with "HER" anything...
And i know "SHE" Do like tat Just because "SHE" still Love rabbit..
however...I never let "HER"..If i let,i know rabbit wont choose "HER"
cause i trust Rabbit
I Going out with rabbit i just wanna to be happy
Beh tahan them,i go out,rabbit follow me go Cp too...
im just Feel Sad... Think bu dao Why...Why "SHE" just dun wanna stop
dispute with me?She happy if do like tat?Im never Do so childish
wanna argue with her...i let her....Mayb my Face...
Really look like easy give bully those ...So she dare like tat
But my heart not just like u all thk till So Weak....
I even not scare..Just Dun wan Sot with her Using childish device to dispute =.=
If someday,they ask me out..however who celebrate on their birthday
I will Not out anymore..cause i know,Got them,sure got "HER"
I just wanna stop this war....except IF Rabbit will be there..i will Go..
other time..i never wanna to go...Please dont say im scare of "HER"
Cause Im not...she just a human being,same like me....= )
THE END ~
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Cryiiiing ='(
I'm Sorry for the everything i have done ytd,
All because of me,I make u angry again....
iF im acting to dint see dao,i dint ask you
i dint comment in to your post,everything wont become like this
im truely a useless...while im webcam with rabbit...
i saw the post ii lie down on the table and cry.....
i know how i cry also cant find out the truth answer
why you wanna post those thing on ur walll.....
i know sometime im really hurt you,u say u will stay with me forever
i trust you can do it for me , i trust what you promise me....
getting more people comment in the post...
Qian told you im acting smile infront you
Im really dint have acting,that was im really smile with you
but u even not trust me....i was Soooooo Sad
and you angry,i ask you not to be angry what you has just reply...
I duno u are Gu Yi Or what...U has just treat me Very Lc.
"Dun say me angry..ltr ppl say me again everytime hurt u itu la"
Just the word you has reply onli...Im cry more fierce
after that you really Off9 already.....
Im really not understand why you just say those word out...
If will become real someday,i trust you,but u sudently type those thing
it make me Hard to Trust Forever again....
im scare...Im really Scare...='(
Rabbit....I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I cant lost you rabbit...........................................
And i dun wanna throw our momeries that we had done on this 7month
I dont 1,Im never gonna regret i fall in love with you....................
im never gonna regret to be your girlfren................
im never regret together with you although how hurt
im never regreat No matter what happen in between use
HOWEVER I ALSO WONT AND NEVER GONNA TO LEAVE YOU RABBIT
i cant lost you,JUST CANT ='(
I know Cry is useless,cant settle our Love.....
but can you tell me U wanna Continue together with me now?
Yesterday i was dream So long,and cry for 2 hour then just going to fall as sleep
i has Think many thing....JUST 'IF' someday it really happen..
i duno i wan how to accept the truth...Cant
i wake up,i continue cry again when im see the post....
i just hope that you find me faster.....I miss you So much rabbit ='(
I Must Out on this saturday however my mum let or not..
I JUST DUN WAN TO CARE if my mum scold me..
im wanna meett you,i hope tat you also can comfirm to out...
Rabbit please find me fast , im really miss you now
Im just wanna told you sorry for everything....
and we Wanna to be Happy today...
today Was our 7month anniversary .....
the time Getting faster...jz a while ..
we going to be 7month..im So happy we can Walk till So long
No matter it was how Hard to walk by..
Babe I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Happy 7month anniversary
Rabbitt Lee Jie Qi❤, Muacksss
All because of me,I make u angry again....
iF im acting to dint see dao,i dint ask you
i dint comment in to your post,everything wont become like this
im truely a useless...while im webcam with rabbit...
i saw the post ii lie down on the table and cry.....
i know how i cry also cant find out the truth answer
why you wanna post those thing on ur walll.....
i know sometime im really hurt you,u say u will stay with me forever
i trust you can do it for me , i trust what you promise me....
getting more people comment in the post...
Qian told you im acting smile infront you
Im really dint have acting,that was im really smile with you
but u even not trust me....i was Soooooo Sad
and you angry,i ask you not to be angry what you has just reply...
I duno u are Gu Yi Or what...U has just treat me Very Lc.
"Dun say me angry..ltr ppl say me again everytime hurt u itu la"
Just the word you has reply onli...Im cry more fierce
after that you really Off9 already.....
Im really not understand why you just say those word out...
If will become real someday,i trust you,but u sudently type those thing
it make me Hard to Trust Forever again....
im scare...Im really Scare...='(
Rabbit....I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I cant lost you rabbit...........................................
And i dun wanna throw our momeries that we had done on this 7month
I dont 1,Im never gonna regret i fall in love with you....................
im never gonna regret to be your girlfren................
im never regret together with you although how hurt
im never regreat No matter what happen in between use
HOWEVER I ALSO WONT AND NEVER GONNA TO LEAVE YOU RABBIT
i cant lost you,JUST CANT ='(
I know Cry is useless,cant settle our Love.....
but can you tell me U wanna Continue together with me now?
Yesterday i was dream So long,and cry for 2 hour then just going to fall as sleep
i has Think many thing....JUST 'IF' someday it really happen..
i duno i wan how to accept the truth...Cant
i wake up,i continue cry again when im see the post....
i just hope that you find me faster.....I miss you So much rabbit ='(
I Must Out on this saturday however my mum let or not..
I JUST DUN WAN TO CARE if my mum scold me..
im wanna meett you,i hope tat you also can comfirm to out...
Rabbit please find me fast , im really miss you now
Im just wanna told you sorry for everything....
and we Wanna to be Happy today...
today Was our 7month anniversary .....
the time Getting faster...jz a while ..
we going to be 7month..im So happy we can Walk till So long
No matter it was how Hard to walk by..
Babe I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Happy 7month anniversary
Rabbitt Lee Jie Qi❤, Muacksss
Waiting 9/9/10
Today i dint go to school,Too stress,going to Pmr
i dint start study yet,haix.....
Im so stress on everything,what im gonna do?
Today whole day at house,sit infront computer
from morning till night.....
Im miss him soo much....But he busying on something
Duno what he busy , #34 nvm la..dun ask
Later he angry me again like last time...
Now just im feel Sad and some angry~
i duno why i wan to be like that....
Sometime i wish i could ask him some few question
that make him feel annoying and hard to answer...
And i dint hear b4 he ask me those few quesion...
i remember last time i bad mood,i open hs5 find him
i ask him those silly question,he ask back me
can dont ask me those question anymore....
I just hope that someday he could ask me back
cox i also wanna to let him know my heart answwer...
Just like for him, was so hard to answer me ..
His hp bo lui again....call him never answer...
he dint bring phone go out..use ppl hp sms to me..
alright~=') Fine..im ok..
lets count the time i waiting for him
12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 hour...gosh~
7 hour 3 msg..haix......now wad im gonna to do...
Waiting again...Nvm...
While im waiting im updated my blog...
I like my blog so much..espeacially the picture ❤
rabbit saw it sure like ..heheeeee❤
dun know when he just can see it ...hmmm
mayb midnite la..
Just now,i has just nothing to do
i read back my blog dairy...
every post that i has just read it....
im just feel So speechless my tear drop out...
every post,i've feel it all the pain..
the moment i type those feeling..
The Tear fall deeply ..............
Sometime im really duno why i will type like this
All the feeling,im just hope i could ask you...
Im too worry about this relationship..
Make till im hard trust on how long u will stay with me
Im just Duno how to say that im really love you..
I've no idea to say how much i love...
So that Alway cry for u,make u feel annoying...
While im today waiting you to find me...
i keep think my feeling..and many...i has just post on Fb those feeling..
let translate to english
♥ I Was Endure the Feeling , To be disguise Happy Infront you
♥ Cause U Dont know Waiting Feeling
♥ No matter how im Cry , U Cant Feel it
♥ I Dont care I can endure or not , I Will attempt to Endure
♥ Cause I Dun wanna see you unhappy
♥ I Told my Self Before wanna Let you happy
♥ Even though im happy or not , You dont need to worry about So many
♥ While im see you happy , im satisfied
♥ Cause I LoVe you Babe ♥
i dint start study yet,haix.....
Im so stress on everything,what im gonna do?
Today whole day at house,sit infront computer
from morning till night.....
Im miss him soo much....But he busying on something
Duno what he busy , #34 nvm la..dun ask
Later he angry me again like last time...
Now just im feel Sad and some angry~
i duno why i wan to be like that....
Sometime i wish i could ask him some few question
that make him feel annoying and hard to answer...
And i dint hear b4 he ask me those few quesion...
i remember last time i bad mood,i open hs5 find him
i ask him those silly question,he ask back me
can dont ask me those question anymore....
I just hope that someday he could ask me back
cox i also wanna to let him know my heart answwer...
Just like for him, was so hard to answer me ..
His hp bo lui again....call him never answer...
he dint bring phone go out..use ppl hp sms to me..
alright~=') Fine..im ok..
lets count the time i waiting for him
12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 hour...gosh~
7 hour 3 msg..haix......now wad im gonna to do...
Waiting again...Nvm...
While im waiting im updated my blog...
I like my blog so much..espeacially the picture ❤
rabbit saw it sure like ..heheeeee❤
dun know when he just can see it ...hmmm
mayb midnite la..
Just now,i has just nothing to do
i read back my blog dairy...
every post that i has just read it....
im just feel So speechless my tear drop out...
every post,i've feel it all the pain..
the moment i type those feeling..
The Tear fall deeply ..............
Sometime im really duno why i will type like this
All the feeling,im just hope i could ask you...
Im too worry about this relationship..
Make till im hard trust on how long u will stay with me
Im just Duno how to say that im really love you..
I've no idea to say how much i love...
So that Alway cry for u,make u feel annoying...
While im today waiting you to find me...
i keep think my feeling..and many...i has just post on Fb those feeling..
let translate to english
♥ I Was Endure the Feeling , To be disguise Happy Infront you
♥ Cause U Dont know Waiting Feeling
♥ No matter how im Cry , U Cant Feel it
♥ I Dont care I can endure or not , I Will attempt to Endure
♥ Cause I Dun wanna see you unhappy
♥ I Told my Self Before wanna Let you happy
♥ Even though im happy or not , You dont need to worry about So many
♥ While im see you happy , im satisfied
♥ Cause I LoVe you Babe ♥
Monday, September 6, 2010
My Love have revenge❤
It was Raining outside....Feel very Cold...
And im Feel hungry,but duno why no appetite to eat
My Hand Feel so cold right now and just holding the phone
sms with you...but i was crying..=')
you dont wanan tell me what you doing on,why keep late reply
u keep say no no no ..ntg ntg ntg....but why late reply?
u still dun wanna tell me why..it okay...
just let me keep think why you will late reply...
just keep think,my brain have many answer ... It's Feel so Hurt
for the every answer...haix....
Ytd we was argue...i say u never know the feeling..
make you sad..i was so regret to say that...cause i was too hurt
i scare to let you sad..when i at fb saw what u have just post
when i saw it..i crying more fierce..haix...im really useless
then i hope that i can make you happy back..
so that i keep told u say tat i wana call you
Finally i make you laugh,i was Sooooo happy !!
But today,i make you angry again....
im really useless gf...u dun wanna told me what you doing,
but i keep force u to say,make you angry again...
now u treat me Sooo cold Soo cold...how i regret also no use..
we argue everyday...i duno why..everything come from me...
all i make....all i begin 1st..ALL JUST ONLI ME..!!!
that y i hate myself is this reason..!!
When i make you angry,u will treat me cold...
u do the right way to me...u dint do wrong anything...
i know u got self secret...sometime im really dun need to know too much
of your thing..cox u really need a space to hide your thing...
but i dint have anything to hide from you..i duno why we both not same..
maybe we not match,not same world people...
duno why god wanna let me to fall in love with you...
between the relationship are alway argue...
this friday 10/9/2010
our 7month anniversary..alway our anniversary also argue..
i hope this time we wont...
The secret u keep it..i'll stop asking you....
I hope myself can thking dao the answer ....why u dun wanna tell me
what are you doing keep late reply me..
you trying to let me try the feeling,now i know ....
U let me know too much Love ...and what kind of Love..
Great..i was going back to my JAIL life again...
WHAT LOVE ALSO THE SAME ...
u all are treating me on the same way...
that was my BIG WRONG...and u all let me know that
The most wrong in the relationship not boy..!!
IS ME..A GIRL that duno how to love a boy..
Just know to hurt you....
My Love HAVE revenge..!! That Correct..=')
DUN need to say No again..
And im Feel hungry,but duno why no appetite to eat
My Hand Feel so cold right now and just holding the phone
sms with you...but i was crying..=')
you dont wanan tell me what you doing on,why keep late reply
u keep say no no no ..ntg ntg ntg....but why late reply?
u still dun wanna tell me why..it okay...
just let me keep think why you will late reply...
just keep think,my brain have many answer ... It's Feel so Hurt
for the every answer...haix....
Ytd we was argue...i say u never know the feeling..
make you sad..i was so regret to say that...cause i was too hurt
i scare to let you sad..when i at fb saw what u have just post
when i saw it..i crying more fierce..haix...im really useless
then i hope that i can make you happy back..
so that i keep told u say tat i wana call you
Finally i make you laugh,i was Sooooo happy !!
But today,i make you angry again....
im really useless gf...u dun wanna told me what you doing,
but i keep force u to say,make you angry again...
now u treat me Sooo cold Soo cold...how i regret also no use..
we argue everyday...i duno why..everything come from me...
all i make....all i begin 1st..ALL JUST ONLI ME..!!!
that y i hate myself is this reason..!!
When i make you angry,u will treat me cold...
u do the right way to me...u dint do wrong anything...
i know u got self secret...sometime im really dun need to know too much
of your thing..cox u really need a space to hide your thing...
but i dint have anything to hide from you..i duno why we both not same..
maybe we not match,not same world people...
duno why god wanna let me to fall in love with you...
between the relationship are alway argue...
this friday 10/9/2010
our 7month anniversary..alway our anniversary also argue..
i hope this time we wont...
The secret u keep it..i'll stop asking you....
I hope myself can thking dao the answer ....why u dun wanna tell me
what are you doing keep late reply me..
you trying to let me try the feeling,now i know ....
U let me know too much Love ...and what kind of Love..
Great..i was going back to my JAIL life again...
WHAT LOVE ALSO THE SAME ...
u all are treating me on the same way...
that was my BIG WRONG...and u all let me know that
The most wrong in the relationship not boy..!!
IS ME..A GIRL that duno how to love a boy..
Just know to hurt you....
My Love HAVE revenge..!! That Correct..=')
DUN need to say No again..
❤
I just wanna be with you ='(
Did you know how much i love you?
i love you more than other...
more then everyone...more than i love myself
i know that i was very useless..i cant give you hapiness...
babe...I just need your answer...can let me know do you happy with me?
Do you regret together with me?Do you?
Can giv me your heart the real answer?
I dont wan to hear the answer by ur mouth..
I was really missing on you this few day rabbit...
Same thing you do alway on this 2 month..
Less find me...Late find me....im Sorry...i know that you need ur own space
but if i dont find you,will you find me?
alway i find you..i duno why im being a girl alway be so voluntarily
but i still do it....im worry u whole the time you dint find me..
This few day we keep argue...im the one begin 1st...
i really duno why im so small gas...abit then angry
i just hope that what feeling also dint have..
so that we will be happy wont argue...but...
im was so sensitive on every feeling......why?why wan like that?
if i dun tell you that im crying..im hurt,im sad,im angry...
Will you care?will u ask?
i hate myself very much..not im really wanna say myself useless alway
but it true..
i hope i ever duno what is pain..........
i scare i have a bf that same as b4..i dun wan!!
i promise myself..you was the last i love....i wanna be with you forever
i dun wanna to lost you.....please stay with me..
一个温暖的拥抱，让我能够感觉幸福
当你牵着我的手，我能感觉到什么叫永远
当你不在我身边，我觉得这个世界很寂寞
你不想理我的时候，我就会觉得自己没用
我哭是因为，我真的在乎这份感情
Did you know how much i love you?
i love you more than other...
more then everyone...more than i love myself
i know that i was very useless..i cant give you hapiness...
babe...I just need your answer...can let me know do you happy with me?
Do you regret together with me?Do you?
Can giv me your heart the real answer?
I dont wan to hear the answer by ur mouth..
I was really missing on you this few day rabbit...
Same thing you do alway on this 2 month..
Less find me...Late find me....im Sorry...i know that you need ur own space
but if i dont find you,will you find me?
alway i find you..i duno why im being a girl alway be so voluntarily
but i still do it....im worry u whole the time you dint find me..
This few day we keep argue...im the one begin 1st...
i really duno why im so small gas...abit then angry
i just hope that what feeling also dint have..
so that we will be happy wont argue...but...
im was so sensitive on every feeling......why?why wan like that?
if i dun tell you that im crying..im hurt,im sad,im angry...
Will you care?will u ask?
i hate myself very much..not im really wanna say myself useless alway
but it true..
i hope i ever duno what is pain..........
i scare i have a bf that same as b4..i dun wan!!
i promise myself..you was the last i love....i wanna be with you forever
i dun wanna to lost you.....please stay with me..
一个温暖的拥抱，让我能够感觉幸福
当你牵着我的手，我能感觉到什么叫永远
当你不在我身边，我觉得这个世界很寂寞
你不想理我的时候，我就会觉得自己没用
我哭是因为，我真的在乎这份感情
Thursday, September 2, 2010
❤
Im feel heavy now....................................................
Hard to move......what happen?Too strees?
not you not enough love me,is me Cant feel it
im really wan to know what you has just thking on ur mind,
i has just break my promise,that i promise myself never angry anymore
but i has just break it..why like tat?Please wake up and do what u has just promise..EMILY WAKE NOW!!
i say already i must endure however it hurt....i cant say cant endure....
im really feel stress~im really feel tired...My heart was broken into pieces....
what can i do now?can u treat me nicely please?i mean i know im to care about you
make till u no freedom.......if u cant accompany me..please tell me that u wan to playgame
i can let you...although im not happy....
i know u feel annoying...me 2 feel annoying...
我很想你陪我，我很想你关心我
our relationship was getting cold and far .....
we alway argue,u also dun wan reply me already
i know u dun wan argue with me...but can u tell me the truth
i dun wan you lie me...
u know im very love you,u know im easy get hurt
u know im alway cry if you treat me like tat
but why u still wanna continue treat me like tat?
im not understand.....im very hurt u know?
i scare i will lost control and do foolish thing.....
Im very love you LEE JIE QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DID YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DID YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN YOU STOP TREAT ME LIKE TAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hard to move......what happen?Too strees?
not you not enough love me,is me Cant feel it
im really wan to know what you has just thking on ur mind,
i has just break my promise,that i promise myself never angry anymore
but i has just break it..why like tat?Please wake up and do what u has just promise..EMILY WAKE NOW!!
i say already i must endure however it hurt....i cant say cant endure....
im really feel stress~im really feel tired...My heart was broken into pieces....
what can i do now?can u treat me nicely please?i mean i know im to care about you
make till u no freedom.......if u cant accompany me..please tell me that u wan to playgame
i can let you...although im not happy....
i know u feel annoying...me 2 feel annoying...
我很想你陪我，我很想你关心我
our relationship was getting cold and far .....
we alway argue,u also dun wan reply me already
i know u dun wan argue with me...but can u tell me the truth
i dun wan you lie me...
u know im very love you,u know im easy get hurt
u know im alway cry if you treat me like tat
but why u still wanna continue treat me like tat?
im not understand.....im very hurt u know?
i scare i will lost control and do foolish thing.....
Im very love you LEE JIE QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DID YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DID YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN YOU STOP TREAT ME LIKE TAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Speechless
for our relationship
im very feel tired....
Sory about everything...
i alway find argue....................................................
i 4got wad i promise myself b4...
now i remember on it..=D
im very feel tired....
Sory about everything...
i alway find argue....................................................
i 4got wad i promise myself b4...
now i remember on it..=D
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Pain
Im really miss our begining moment,u alway find me 1st
when i school,u wake up direct find me,and keep sms when i was studying
u can accompany when nite,whole nite also accomapanying with me
why now change till like that?what reason?mayb all was my problem
i make you lazy sms with me,im too annoying already...
from this month you begin change,u even no work no do anything
alway go CC play game,u still cant sms all the time,
like playgame busy than working...mayb game really important to you..
i hope you can be like before alway accompanny me
but that impossible,u cant do it for me i know.....
This blog im not alway Open,but now i begin everyday open
everyday type my diary,and the tear keep coming out
u rmb what you promise ytd?you say that you busy,u will find me at fb
but 1 msg also dint have,u dint reload why you wanna say like that?
i know i wait till im cry,i duno why u wan like that?
im everyday cry for what?you rabbit care me?will rabbit direct sms me?NEVER!!!!!!!
impossible thing,please dont thk till so good
this is the 1st time i love you,until i alway cry...mayb i cry,for you was nothing
cause you already habit i cry....a while ntg....
you know why no ppl care me when im crying?
cause they all already habit i alway like tiz mood..
know why thy never ask me what happen?cause they already know what happen...
2day i keep wait you msg again,but u still dun wann find me
but i see ur fb got comment another girl status,that girl pretty 1 =D
but my fb,every post just like rubbish..ya i admit those i post de also a rubbish
i alway on9 fb see you on9,you sometime never find me,wait i find you
then you reply me,or sometime dint reply me...u doing a big business...?
im really admire those couple so sweet,however they also never change like us...
our feelings was getting cold,never become sweet like the begining...
if you are really busy,u need a gf for what?
i know im not perfect to you,cause you have couple with a foolish girl..
useless,ugly,fat,stupid girls....
im not look nice then other girls,they are pretty,clever,nice
im not,so that you alway comment thr post....cause they are really good
im just a foolish girl...no ppl like......
family also dun like me,mayb fren also,this i really duno
i hate myself very much...i hope i can die fasther....
i dun wana stay in this not equitable world
im tired already,please let me go....
Rabbit i no chance alway can sms with you already
i no chance to call you
i no chance to care you
i no chance for everything....u know this few week i got many thing wann say
many many....just wanna share with you my thing...
and i just wan to ask you that this sunday can come to see my performance?
the ticket i help you buy already,however you can go or not..it also ok..
but i no chance to told you this thing...cause u no time
to let me say it to you,u onli just do ur thing.....
i duno when we got time again............................
i just hope we can be back when the begining of you and me
nothing gonna change my love for you..that was our 1st time told each other
the word .......
now i cant see this word on my mind anymore....
my heart was getting pain and pain and pain....
when i school,u wake up direct find me,and keep sms when i was studying
u can accompany when nite,whole nite also accomapanying with me
why now change till like that?what reason?mayb all was my problem
i make you lazy sms with me,im too annoying already...
from this month you begin change,u even no work no do anything
alway go CC play game,u still cant sms all the time,
like playgame busy than working...mayb game really important to you..
i hope you can be like before alway accompanny me
but that impossible,u cant do it for me i know.....
This blog im not alway Open,but now i begin everyday open
everyday type my diary,and the tear keep coming out
u rmb what you promise ytd?you say that you busy,u will find me at fb
but 1 msg also dint have,u dint reload why you wanna say like that?
i know i wait till im cry,i duno why u wan like that?
im everyday cry for what?you rabbit care me?will rabbit direct sms me?NEVER!!!!!!!
impossible thing,please dont thk till so good
this is the 1st time i love you,until i alway cry...mayb i cry,for you was nothing
cause you already habit i cry....a while ntg....
you know why no ppl care me when im crying?
cause they all already habit i alway like tiz mood..
know why thy never ask me what happen?cause they already know what happen...
2day i keep wait you msg again,but u still dun wann find me
but i see ur fb got comment another girl status,that girl pretty 1 =D
but my fb,every post just like rubbish..ya i admit those i post de also a rubbish
i alway on9 fb see you on9,you sometime never find me,wait i find you
then you reply me,or sometime dint reply me...u doing a big business...?
im really admire those couple so sweet,however they also never change like us...
our feelings was getting cold,never become sweet like the begining...
if you are really busy,u need a gf for what?
i know im not perfect to you,cause you have couple with a foolish girl..
useless,ugly,fat,stupid girls....
im not look nice then other girls,they are pretty,clever,nice
im not,so that you alway comment thr post....cause they are really good
im just a foolish girl...no ppl like......
family also dun like me,mayb fren also,this i really duno
i hate myself very much...i hope i can die fasther....
i dun wana stay in this not equitable world
im tired already,please let me go....
Rabbit i no chance alway can sms with you already
i no chance to call you
i no chance to care you
i no chance for everything....u know this few week i got many thing wann say
many many....just wanna share with you my thing...
and i just wan to ask you that this sunday can come to see my performance?
the ticket i help you buy already,however you can go or not..it also ok..
but i no chance to told you this thing...cause u no time
to let me say it to you,u onli just do ur thing.....
i duno when we got time again............................
i just hope we can be back when the begining of you and me
nothing gonna change my love for you..that was our 1st time told each other
the word .......
now i cant see this word on my mind anymore....
my heart was getting pain and pain and pain....
Monday, August 23, 2010
you and mi
what happen to me today?i do like that,will he come back?
will he direct find me?will he know the feeling?
will he dun do this thing anyone?at DREAM =D that was so impossible la please...
he onli 1 day dint find you,you treat urself like that?
please la you......................foolish girls...
I duno wad i wan now,just feel empty inside my brain....
2day im holding the phone again,keep wait his msg,1 also no have
he promise me ytd will find me 1,nvm i wait i wait..HAHAHAHAHA,wait bu dao owh
how?='( cry again and again........................................................................
i dint feel happy today,no ppl care me,no ppl wan me
onli just give ppl bully 2day....but it ok la..i can be habit or endure la...
they happy can liao...jz le them bully me .....
heartpain?onli me alone here pain....crazy woman ...
im childish rite?alway type those useless mood at blog
childish on love...='D
i have jz sooo speechless
i have no chance to find you...but i hope you take care
love you rabbit ❤
will he direct find me?will he know the feeling?
will he dun do this thing anyone?at DREAM =D that was so impossible la please...
he onli 1 day dint find you,you treat urself like that?
please la you......................foolish girls...
I duno wad i wan now,just feel empty inside my brain....
2day im holding the phone again,keep wait his msg,1 also no have
he promise me ytd will find me 1,nvm i wait i wait..HAHAHAHAHA,wait bu dao owh
how?='( cry again and again........................................................................
i dint feel happy today,no ppl care me,no ppl wan me
onli just give ppl bully 2day....but it ok la..i can be habit or endure la...
they happy can liao...jz le them bully me .....
heartpain?onli me alone here pain....crazy woman ...
im childish rite?alway type those useless mood at blog
childish on love...='D
i have jz sooo speechless
i have no chance to find you...but i hope you take care
love you rabbit ❤
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Onli you
Sad day =') XD
haix...what im thinking now?my brain all is empty,Onli got HIM
his everything,thinking what he doing,sick le,got take care?
busying for what actually?why i alway ask you busy for what,u skip me?
His hp no money again,im going to be Alone again today...hahahahahahahahahahaha
i keep think,if you continue like that treat me,im really duno i can how anymore
My heart getting pain more then other day,it really pain...i tear,everyday come out
i cry i cry i cry,how i force my self to stop crying,also cant
i just wan you to be confess,inside your life,what thing is the most important for you?
u need me is for what?everyday,everytime im holding the phone
i hope that you fasther find me,cause im really wan to see your msg
but time getting longer,u find me begin less...but im still keep send msg to you
ask you to take care,cause i know that u there,u saw my msg
just i duno why you dun wanna reply,and i dun wanna ask you
Tell me rabbit,izit i give you not enough feedom?so that you less find me or late reply?
rabbit i miss your sound very much,like getting 1month i dint hear your sound already
im really miss ur sound~~~~~our msg getting less too,the day over,msg getting less
or sometime 1 msg also dun have...everytime sudenly offline at fb,u told me that DC
or sometime DC dint tell me,msg also dint have,so that i keep wait keep wait
but you dint find me,im starting to cry again....我不是爱哭包
just onli get hurt too much,cant endure and cry out...
it going to feel alone and more alone for this few day...but im happy
cause i saw you never feel unhappy...=')
When u sin know my feel?im waiting you know someday
can you find a time to accompany me like before?
u alway can accompany...even you are working till nite then u can accompany me also
but this time really not same,you dint work and busy then before,nite just onli
accompany me a while...and i need you to care me...
i dun like you to say sorry to me,cause when you say sorry..my tear will drop u know?
cause sory cant mean anything,rabbit......
however rabbit,i miss the moment when we begining,u so care me
and i can feel it your love....im enough and happy,if now
u can give me the same feeling same like our begining...
i satisfied ...❤
Rabit I LOVE YOU
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
haix...what im thinking now?my brain all is empty,Onli got HIM
his everything,thinking what he doing,sick le,got take care?
busying for what actually?why i alway ask you busy for what,u skip me?
His hp no money again,im going to be Alone again today...hahahahahahahahahahaha
i keep think,if you continue like that treat me,im really duno i can how anymore
My heart getting pain more then other day,it really pain...i tear,everyday come out
i cry i cry i cry,how i force my self to stop crying,also cant
i just wan you to be confess,inside your life,what thing is the most important for you?
u need me is for what?everyday,everytime im holding the phone
i hope that you fasther find me,cause im really wan to see your msg
but time getting longer,u find me begin less...but im still keep send msg to you
ask you to take care,cause i know that u there,u saw my msg
just i duno why you dun wanna reply,and i dun wanna ask you
Tell me rabbit,izit i give you not enough feedom?so that you less find me or late reply?
rabbit i miss your sound very much,like getting 1month i dint hear your sound already
im really miss ur sound~~~~~our msg getting less too,the day over,msg getting less
or sometime 1 msg also dun have...everytime sudenly offline at fb,u told me that DC
or sometime DC dint tell me,msg also dint have,so that i keep wait keep wait
but you dint find me,im starting to cry again....我不是爱哭包
just onli get hurt too much,cant endure and cry out...
it going to feel alone and more alone for this few day...but im happy
cause i saw you never feel unhappy...=')
When u sin know my feel?im waiting you know someday
can you find a time to accompany me like before?
u alway can accompany...even you are working till nite then u can accompany me also
but this time really not same,you dint work and busy then before,nite just onli
accompany me a while...and i need you to care me...
i dun like you to say sorry to me,cause when you say sorry..my tear will drop u know?
cause sory cant mean anything,rabbit......
however rabbit,i miss the moment when we begining,u so care me
and i can feel it your love....im enough and happy,if now
u can give me the same feeling same like our begining...
i satisfied ...❤
Rabit I LOVE YOU
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Im tired today
today feel very tired when i back home,T.T
at school keep practice practice....till im feel tired already...
im lie down the dirty floor and i put my jacket at my head then fall as sleep...
i was dreaming something about my Heart get pain..But i 4got already...
cause while im sleeping..my fren Open the song too loud,so that i wake up direct 4got
i lie down at floor for 1 hour like that..but im was very sad...
cause i look at the time was 4pm ++ ...Rabbit still dint find me....
but i thk his very busy so that i dun wanna send to much msg to him...
but he got reply me at Fb,a while onli he dint reply anymore...he told me that his phone giv his fren take already...aiyoooo~
Then nvm ba..i waitt ^^
my car come fentch me,finally i can go back home at take a bath and rest...
and my mum told me going out and eat dinner.....
i back home direct go bath and chg cloths waiting thy all ready and go eat dinner....
But i keep wait,going to be 7pm,why they dint go yet,i ask my cousin whr my mum at upstair
he told me she cooking,WHAT?cooking?cousin say yup~OMG!!
i wassssssssssss veryyyyyyyyyy angry that time cause i already ready to out and chg cloths..
they dint notify me..WTH!!i Hate ppl like this although she my mum~
she alway told us that do thing need have responsibility,how about her?
when i going downstair eat,im wad get mad,my sis ask me to wash plate
i scold back her self wash la...but i duno why i will say like that...
thn i sit down and eat,my mum say me dun no politeness...i angry
i ask her,who just now say wan go out?she say me la...thn begin mailto:!@%20#$% ^ &
that nvm,when stop argue with mum, my suck sis scold me..
huh?what the matter?did i got offend you?!! i keep eat keep eat
i stuff those food inside my mouth,i dun care if i get gnaw!!!! beter i die la...haiyeah ==
thn i go inside the kicthen wash plate,the plate,i duno i wash dao clean or not..
Then i take water go upstair...continue my Blog...!!
But sudenly,my tear fall down....become Sad mood already
I just feel that im really tired being a human....
rabbit why u keep say u no use,i tired too answer you this msg.....
i just hope i dun wanna repeat again,u has jz read my blog
i hope you understand,cox im not type chinese....
not you bad,just u dint giv ur self a free time to accompany me longer then playgame
u even not understanding on me too many..
what i need is you to care me more...But i dint feel that u caring on me
you just onli do ur thing alway....i alway told you to take care self
but you dint do it,Now sick already...Rabbit tell me please?
U wan i how to care you..I promise my self i never find argue and force you
to do something that you dun like...i diam diam....if can let you happy..
i willing to let....
This 1 Repeat 2rd time,My tear keep fall down...
2day im really feel tired x1+++++++++++++
but no one knoe the tired feeling at heart~
i hope my heart can stop jumping...
i hope i really duno what mean that PAIN...
even through i promise myself never ever to find argue with you
ya, i can do it as well...but my heart very pain
at school keep practice practice....till im feel tired already...
im lie down the dirty floor and i put my jacket at my head then fall as sleep...
i was dreaming something about my Heart get pain..But i 4got already...
cause while im sleeping..my fren Open the song too loud,so that i wake up direct 4got
i lie down at floor for 1 hour like that..but im was very sad...
cause i look at the time was 4pm ++ ...Rabbit still dint find me....
but i thk his very busy so that i dun wanna send to much msg to him...
but he got reply me at Fb,a while onli he dint reply anymore...he told me that his phone giv his fren take already...aiyoooo~
Then nvm ba..i waitt ^^
my car come fentch me,finally i can go back home at take a bath and rest...
and my mum told me going out and eat dinner.....
i back home direct go bath and chg cloths waiting thy all ready and go eat dinner....
But i keep wait,going to be 7pm,why they dint go yet,i ask my cousin whr my mum at upstair
he told me she cooking,WHAT?cooking?cousin say yup~OMG!!
i wassssssssssss veryyyyyyyyyy angry that time cause i already ready to out and chg cloths..
they dint notify me..WTH!!i Hate ppl like this although she my mum~
she alway told us that do thing need have responsibility,how about her?
when i going downstair eat,im wad get mad,my sis ask me to wash plate
i scold back her self wash la...but i duno why i will say like that...
thn i sit down and eat,my mum say me dun no politeness...i angry
i ask her,who just now say wan go out?she say me la...thn begin mailto:!@%20#$% ^ &
that nvm,when stop argue with mum, my suck sis scold me..
huh?what the matter?did i got offend you?!! i keep eat keep eat
i stuff those food inside my mouth,i dun care if i get gnaw!!!! beter i die la...haiyeah ==
thn i go inside the kicthen wash plate,the plate,i duno i wash dao clean or not..
Then i take water go upstair...continue my Blog...!!
But sudenly,my tear fall down....become Sad mood already
I just feel that im really tired being a human....
rabbit why u keep say u no use,i tired too answer you this msg.....
i just hope i dun wanna repeat again,u has jz read my blog
i hope you understand,cox im not type chinese....
not you bad,just u dint giv ur self a free time to accompany me longer then playgame
u even not understanding on me too many..
what i need is you to care me more...But i dint feel that u caring on me
you just onli do ur thing alway....i alway told you to take care self
but you dint do it,Now sick already...Rabbit tell me please?
U wan i how to care you..I promise my self i never find argue and force you
to do something that you dun like...i diam diam....if can let you happy..
i willing to let....
This 1 Repeat 2rd time,My tear keep fall down...
2day im really feel tired x1+++++++++++++
but no one knoe the tired feeling at heart~
i hope my heart can stop jumping...
i hope i really duno what mean that PAIN...
even through i promise myself never ever to find argue with you
ya, i can do it as well...but my heart very pain
this few day we less sms already,your msg inside my inbox getting less and less....
not like before so many msg already....im really duno wan how already...
Friday, August 20, 2010
you and me
rabbit i miss you soooooooo much arh
haizz.................................................
rabbit..can u tell me what can i do?im really duno How Sin can make you feel that
you're happy arh,i duno wan how can make you happy..i rili duno duno duno
Im very admire those couple,they are sweet and less argue also..
rabbit you remember when we start together that moment
how sweet we are and i was feel happy,we were have many time to accompany each other
care each other,never argue 1,im very happy in that moment
cause im din't love wrong people that im 1st time fall in love with you 1st
no matter how bad u are before,time can let u change your self into a nice guy
im never blame the god why give me this kind of life
cause i know not onli my life is the worst,many of them worst them me
i cant blame anyone.......i need to accept wad god have just give me...
rabbit,can u tell me what i do,u sin feel very happy?
ur phone alway no battery or no money .......i onli can wait you charge and reload
other while,what u doing when u dint find me?got take care self or not?
im very worry you what you doing in all the time when you dint find me
when yo're without any reason and dint reply me,i keep thk many thg..hao soh kan?
this is the most idiot thing that i alway do when u without any reason dint reply me
i keep think much and much and much..thk unitl like u going to break me down
very stupid rite?not im no trust you,this is my sick...i think much not because i dun trust you
cause im rili begin to feel that before my whole memory come back ...
Like inside the jail cant come out,tha memory horrible..!! im very scare.....
that memory make me become a foolish girl....for the 1 year half...
i lock inside a cage like dog...Shyt boy!!If he never come in to my life..
im never change till like tat soo foolish and think much...
i just hope you can treat me better than other...
i just hope you can be concerned with me
i just hope you can only be love me
Im easy to jealouse when i saw a girls near u you,i duno why like tat
i hope i never know what mean is jealouse so that my heart never pain...
i hope that i can endure everthing that you hurt me and be silent
Put at heart and cry....that never make you angry
that never make you feel annoying
that never make us argue...thn u will be happy alway...
im trying to do like this from now on...i will let you everything that you wan
all i need is you to be happy no matter how hurt am i...
i also will sacrifice everythin for you and be endure that hurt
Just please dun ever dun Not choi me please... i need your care babe...
I love you soooooo much rabbit❤
haizz.................................................
rabbit..can u tell me what can i do?im really duno How Sin can make you feel that
you're happy arh,i duno wan how can make you happy..i rili duno duno duno
Im very admire those couple,they are sweet and less argue also..
rabbit you remember when we start together that moment
how sweet we are and i was feel happy,we were have many time to accompany each other
care each other,never argue 1,im very happy in that moment
cause im din't love wrong people that im 1st time fall in love with you 1st
no matter how bad u are before,time can let u change your self into a nice guy
im never blame the god why give me this kind of life
cause i know not onli my life is the worst,many of them worst them me
i cant blame anyone.......i need to accept wad god have just give me...
rabbit,can u tell me what i do,u sin feel very happy?
ur phone alway no battery or no money .......i onli can wait you charge and reload
other while,what u doing when u dint find me?got take care self or not?
im very worry you what you doing in all the time when you dint find me
when yo're without any reason and dint reply me,i keep thk many thg..hao soh kan?
this is the most idiot thing that i alway do when u without any reason dint reply me
i keep think much and much and much..thk unitl like u going to break me down
very stupid rite?not im no trust you,this is my sick...i think much not because i dun trust you
cause im rili begin to feel that before my whole memory come back ...
Like inside the jail cant come out,tha memory horrible..!! im very scare.....
that memory make me become a foolish girl....for the 1 year half...
i lock inside a cage like dog...Shyt boy!!If he never come in to my life..
im never change till like tat soo foolish and think much...
i just hope you can treat me better than other...
i just hope you can be concerned with me
i just hope you can only be love me
Im easy to jealouse when i saw a girls near u you,i duno why like tat
i hope i never know what mean is jealouse so that my heart never pain...
i hope that i can endure everthing that you hurt me and be silent
Put at heart and cry....that never make you angry
that never make you feel annoying
that never make us argue...thn u will be happy alway...
im trying to do like this from now on...i will let you everything that you wan
all i need is you to be happy no matter how hurt am i...
i also will sacrifice everythin for you and be endure that hurt
Just please dun ever dun Not choi me please... i need your care babe...
I love you soooooo much rabbit❤
Friday, August 13, 2010
Please?Why?
Where you go?why dont wanna answer my phone?why dint reply me?
you know im very worry about you?say truely,Where you love me?Can i giv you happiness?
Im not feel that im very perfect at all,i Cant giv you happiness,
just know make you alone and duno go whr...
I Keep cant find you,my heart really feel pain,im really a uselees like tat treat you
even through im really duno wad wrong i do you wanna treat me like tat
perhaps im really do wrong,i treat you not enought good
I just wanna take seriously ask you the last Time
Did you still love me?You wana together with me until the end of our life?
Can you giv me all the love by you?can you choi me?
Can you reply me?
Did You know how much i love you?Did u know i cant lost you?
Im very need you rabbitttttttttttttttt
I scare someday you really will leave me
Im really feel that i was very tired,why i find you so many time you still dun wanna choi me?
i cant stop crying 2day,why you wanna treat me like tat?WHY?!
Let me just go suicide and cut of the pain
you know im very worry about you?say truely,Where you love me?Can i giv you happiness?
Im not feel that im very perfect at all,i Cant giv you happiness,
just know make you alone and duno go whr...
I Keep cant find you,my heart really feel pain,im really a uselees like tat treat you
even through im really duno wad wrong i do you wanna treat me like tat
perhaps im really do wrong,i treat you not enought good
I just wanna take seriously ask you the last Time
Did you still love me?You wana together with me until the end of our life?
Can you giv me all the love by you?can you choi me?
Can you reply me?
Did You know how much i love you?Did u know i cant lost you?
Im very need you rabbitttttttttttttttt
I scare someday you really will leave me
Im really feel that i was very tired,why i find you so many time you still dun wanna choi me?
i cant stop crying 2day,why you wanna treat me like tat?WHY?!
Let me just go suicide and cut of the pain
Friday, August 6, 2010
我害怕失去你
曾经的你是原来那么爱他，曾经的你原来是那么甜蜜
曾经你给了他一个很温暖的拥抱，让他很幸福
我很羡慕，很妒忌
可是这一切都是以前的啊，为什么要把过去的事情说出来
你明知道那个Post是在说你，为什么你要LIKE,为什么你要comment进去，
还说是，为什么他会突然间说出来？目的是什么？想让我吃醋，想破坏我们？
可是他已经有了男朋友呢，也许这些是报应，因为我曾经破坏了你们，
现在轮到你破坏我们，都是我的不好，如果我没有遇到你，如果我没有爱上你
就不会发生了。
当我看到那个post,我真的很害怕那个人真的是说着你
我问你post是不是说着你，你说是.
我的眼泪就开始从出来了，就从那一时刻开始一直流的不停
我真的很妒忌你们曾经是那么浪漫
为什么我没有？为什么？
你知道吗,当我知道哪个是说着你过后，你知道我的感受吗？
你知道我的心真的痛的很难呼吸吗？
我脑海里全部都是那个post,我的心情，真的很想死
我想拿着一把刀一刀一刀的擦下去我的心
我想冲出去屋子，跑去大马路被车撞死
因为我在乎，为什么要说出来
我一直逼我自己不要去想了，那是过去了的事
可是我做不到，我一直哭一直哭
我能让心情好一点的就是冲凉，冲很冷很冷的水
可惜越来越伤心，你不要理我了...我的心很痛很痛
我很想对你说放弃这份感情，可是我一直说不出口
因为我真的太爱太爱你了，因为我真的真的不想失去你
因为我真的像你留在我身边，因为我想要你照顾我
因为我的世界没有你，我留下来没有意义
我真的不知道为什么我那么爱你
你可以不要离开我吗
我很恨我自己为什么那么小气
我恨我自己为什么要出现在你面前
我恨我自己对你不够好，一点点就吵架
我想永远永远都能爱着你，我不想有人抢走你
Rabbit...我知道我对你不够好
我知道这一切都是我的错我把你弄气了
你不要理我了，我活该对吗？
也许你的性格不像我，很快心软
我知道我没有用每次弄你生气
你生气我是因该的
可是你要怎么伤害我
多痛我都可以 只要你还留在我身边
我会永远爱着你Rabbit❤
曾经你给了他一个很温暖的拥抱，让他很幸福
我很羡慕，很妒忌
可是这一切都是以前的啊，为什么要把过去的事情说出来
你明知道那个Post是在说你，为什么你要LIKE,为什么你要comment进去，
还说是，为什么他会突然间说出来？目的是什么？想让我吃醋，想破坏我们？
可是他已经有了男朋友呢，也许这些是报应，因为我曾经破坏了你们，
现在轮到你破坏我们，都是我的不好，如果我没有遇到你，如果我没有爱上你
就不会发生了。
当我看到那个post,我真的很害怕那个人真的是说着你
我问你post是不是说着你，你说是.
我的眼泪就开始从出来了，就从那一时刻开始一直流的不停
我真的很妒忌你们曾经是那么浪漫
为什么我没有？为什么？
你知道吗,当我知道哪个是说着你过后，你知道我的感受吗？
你知道我的心真的痛的很难呼吸吗？
我脑海里全部都是那个post,我的心情，真的很想死
我想拿着一把刀一刀一刀的擦下去我的心
我想冲出去屋子，跑去大马路被车撞死
因为我在乎，为什么要说出来
我一直逼我自己不要去想了，那是过去了的事
可是我做不到，我一直哭一直哭
我能让心情好一点的就是冲凉，冲很冷很冷的水
可惜越来越伤心，你不要理我了...我的心很痛很痛
我很想对你说放弃这份感情，可是我一直说不出口
因为我真的太爱太爱你了，因为我真的真的不想失去你
因为我真的像你留在我身边，因为我想要你照顾我
因为我的世界没有你，我留下来没有意义
我真的不知道为什么我那么爱你
你可以不要离开我吗
我很恨我自己为什么那么小气
我恨我自己为什么要出现在你面前
我恨我自己对你不够好，一点点就吵架
我想永远永远都能爱着你，我不想有人抢走你
Rabbit...我知道我对你不够好
我知道这一切都是我的错我把你弄气了
你不要理我了，我活该对吗？
也许你的性格不像我，很快心软
我知道我没有用每次弄你生气
你生气我是因该的
可是你要怎么伤害我
多痛我都可以 只要你还留在我身边
我会永远爱着你Rabbit❤
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
可不可以
你可不可以好好爱我
你可不可以好好疼我
你可不可以不要骗我
你可不可以好好陪我
你可不可以不要离开我
你可不可以不要伤害我
你可不可以好好珍惜我
你可不可以不要再让我难过
这一切，你可不可以为我做到？我知道对你来说真的很难，我每一次都生气，每一次都是我先开始，每一次都让你不开心，每一次都让你觉得烦恼因为我无理取闹，可是这一切都是为了你，因为我不要以前的你，我要你改变，不管你之前多坏，只要你愿意为我，为自己而改，那已经让我满足了~我不要以前的你对爱一点也不认真，我要你知道女生在爱情中是最软弱的，只要一点点的伤害，就能够让自己疼爱的人的心伤得很深，那个伤谁都医治不到，只有你能够让我把伤口医好。可是你却不懂得怎么把它医好，久而久之就有了个伤痕留在心里。可是你还是一样不理不睬的，继续伤害我，让我的心留下很多很多的疤痕
我是不是你的最爱,我是不是你最重要的人我不晓得，可是我向你坦白告诉我，我对你到底重不重要..
李杰奇你是我的一切，我 爱 你！
因为有了你，我改变了很多
因为有了你，我的人生变得完美
我相信你，是真的爱我❤
你可不可以好好疼我
你可不可以不要骗我
你可不可以好好陪我
你可不可以不要离开我
你可不可以不要伤害我
你可不可以好好珍惜我
你可不可以不要再让我难过
这一切，你可不可以为我做到？我知道对你来说真的很难，我每一次都生气，每一次都是我先开始，每一次都让你不开心，每一次都让你觉得烦恼因为我无理取闹，可是这一切都是为了你，因为我不要以前的你，我要你改变，不管你之前多坏，只要你愿意为我，为自己而改，那已经让我满足了~我不要以前的你对爱一点也不认真，我要你知道女生在爱情中是最软弱的，只要一点点的伤害，就能够让自己疼爱的人的心伤得很深，那个伤谁都医治不到，只有你能够让我把伤口医好。可是你却不懂得怎么把它医好，久而久之就有了个伤痕留在心里。可是你还是一样不理不睬的，继续伤害我，让我的心留下很多很多的疤痕
我是不是你的最爱,我是不是你最重要的人我不晓得，可是我向你坦白告诉我，我对你到底重不重要..
李杰奇你是我的一切，我 爱 你！
因为有了你，我改变了很多
因为有了你，我的人生变得完美
我相信你，是真的爱我❤
✿(SG)βιαcκβεrry✿
在这次的比赛，虽然没有拿到什么，可是我们却有最珍贵的回忆，那支舞蹈我们只是用了一个星期多的时间来练习，因为临时的换歌所以就练得很匆匆忙忙，我们有快乐，生气，伤心，辛苦，吵架，闭卷，这一切都值得，9个人慢慢的变去7个人，我们还是继续的跳，因为背景出现了一些问题，我希望你们能够陪着我们再参加多一次12月的大比赛
我喜欢跳舞，可是一直都不敢，因为我长得肥=.= 多以不敢跳，可是我对我自己说我能够做到，我要跳好给他们看，让他们知道肥人也能够跳到最完美的舞蹈出来，我终于做到了，虽然不是最好，至少顺眼，从那时候开始，没有人敢再说我了，我们的成员有各种各样的类型，我不在乎这一切，只要你用心，就可以，可是在我们练习的剩下最后2天的日子就要比赛，他们还再玩玩的心情，就一时的冲动训了他们，我不懂的他们有没有不开心和讨厌我，他们跳得很好，可是在比赛那天，舞蹈完全被他们控制了，我不晓得你们是紧张还是随便，在我面前你是认真，因为你从不敢对我说随便这个字，因为你知道我会生气，可是你却在自己team得人面前说随便跳，比赛的时候我不生气你跳得不好，因为我知道你尽力了，我也不想问为什么跳得这样，当我听到很多人的评语之后，每一个都说的一模一样，这些我也不在乎，可是我在乎的是当比赛完了后，队员对我说你们曾经在他面前说过你说随便跳，我不知道为什么你会怎么说，我真的以为你是尽力而认真，可是这一切都不是，我不要求我们拿第一名，可是我要求的是认真和快乐，我不喜欢随便~
在下一次的比赛，你如果真的想参加，我希望着一些都认真，我不要求那第一，我只要求不要随便。。
Blackberry不能被人家看小，因为肥也能够跳出完美的舞蹈！
在下一次的比赛，你如果真的想参加，我希望着一些都认真，我不要求那第一，我只要求不要随便。。
Blackberry不能被人家看小，因为肥也能够跳出完美的舞蹈！
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
跳舞能够伤到朋友感情
这是最后一次跳舞，我不会再参加了，我受够了跳舞压力，为什么总不能团结？你累，我也累，你要完美，也要向下别人，你说‘这次如果我们真的输了，我不会再参加了，因为我觉得tosoi’这句话上到队员们你知道吗？换歌也是你们要的，换到不适合我们的歌，什么都要按照你的去听，我很不明白为什么你要这样，昨天你一直在骂队员们不要再不来，我们剩下一个星期几天而已，可是到最后呢？没有来的人是谁？你可以来到，只是你不要而已,你说我扯后腿，我扯什么后腿你说？所以你想说我全部都是我的错吗？你说你很辛苦，那我呢？队员们呢？难道他们都不辛苦吗？为什么商量东西不能一起？一定要自己做自己的？不管怎样，今天我不知道说了什么话让你生气我，不管以后，你还是那么讨厌我的话，那你讨厌，我不会怪你
☃5month Anniversary☃
7月12号2010
Our 5month anniversary,But we not happy at all,Onli Feel Pain and Sadness..='(
Rabbit Phone no credit already,whole day din't find me,Really feel sad that time,When i was back home And on my facebook,i saw rabbit got on9 too..But he busying playing His dota,no time to accompany me,Until Night he also still play the dota,At the time,i feel so sad cause Inside his heart,im not the most important For him
我忍受不到自己的心太痛，我就突然跟他吵起架来，也许这一切都是我的错，都是我在无理取闹,i got reason why i wanna argue with you,why i alway scold you,Just because im care you,i love you,i wan you change,i know before when we din't Meet yet that time ,u are a very bad guy,Now i wan you to change urself become a nice boy,i know that hard for you,but can u do it for me?
Baby,Please Do it what you promise everytime,espeacially''SORRY" i say i dun like to hear..it will make me speechless when u say to me..i just wanna hear u say ''I LOVE YOU'' i dun wan "SORRY" Can?
❤Loving Dear Rabbit❤
Our 5month anniversary,But we not happy at all,Onli Feel Pain and Sadness..='(
Rabbit Phone no credit already,whole day din't find me,Really feel sad that time,When i was back home And on my facebook,i saw rabbit got on9 too..But he busying playing His dota,no time to accompany me,Until Night he also still play the dota,At the time,i feel so sad cause Inside his heart,im not the most important For him
我忍受不到自己的心太痛，我就突然跟他吵起架来，也许这一切都是我的错，都是我在无理取闹,i got reason why i wanna argue with you,why i alway scold you,Just because im care you,i love you,i wan you change,i know before when we din't Meet yet that time ,u are a very bad guy,Now i wan you to change urself become a nice boy,i know that hard for you,but can u do it for me?
Baby,Please Do it what you promise everytime,espeacially''SORRY" i say i dun like to hear..it will make me speechless when u say to me..i just wanna hear u say ''I LOVE YOU'' i dun wan "SORRY" Can?
❤Loving Dear Rabbit❤
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
x太爱x
I feel like i'm alway alone at every minit and seconds,i dint feel any love by you,what we argue for actually?i just wan to let you know how much i miss you and love you,but you din't feel it,cause u busying play ur own thg
am i invisible human?i born in this life like nothing special,i'm just like a crazy girl alway think rubbish and useless thg,Fucking brain =.="
i have meet a boy that i very love,but did we can stay forever?happy ending?we dun know what thing will happen next seconds.
when i need you,where u go?when i miss you,did you got miss me too?inside ur heart,what thing is the most important for you?game?u look busy in this week,no time to accompany me,I just wanna to tell you that i'm very miss you,and please dun leave me
am i invisible human?i born in this life like nothing special,i'm just like a crazy girl alway think rubbish and useless thg,Fucking brain =.="
i have meet a boy that i very love,but did we can stay forever?happy ending?we dun know what thing will happen next seconds.
when i need you,where u go?when i miss you,did you got miss me too?inside ur heart,what thing is the most important for you?game?u look busy in this week,no time to accompany me,I just wanna to tell you that i'm very miss you,and please dun leave me
Sunday, July 4, 2010
再一次的痛，再一次的孤独，再一次的难过
im no feeling how pain at all,i've hurt too much,i've cry too much,cox i love you,again and again gave hurt by the same person,but i'll never angry how you treat me how u hurt me,oso same the word,cox i love you..I canot stop finding you,cox i too miss you,cox i scare u will run away from me.....
我喜欢想太多，我控制不了头脑的想念，想太多就是我的毛病，怎样也医不好，怎样也改不了，我就是我，我不在乎我的感觉是什么，我只在乎你开不开心，我想把我的快乐都给完你，因为我要每一次都能看见你对我笑，能不能说给我听..我要的到底是什么？我能够让你开心吗？我能够吗？
我喜欢想太多，我控制不了头脑的想念，想太多就是我的毛病，怎样也医不好，怎样也改不了，我就是我，我不在乎我的感觉是什么，我只在乎你开不开心，我想把我的快乐都给完你，因为我要每一次都能看见你对我笑，能不能说给我听..我要的到底是什么？我能够让你开心吗？我能够吗？
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
我是一位不会爱的女朋友
在你心里我是一位怎样的女朋友？我疼你吗？我爱你吗？我照顾你吗？为什么终觉得你还不是很了解我，我只想你活得比我健康，我不想要你有生病状况出现，真的那么难吗？我的泪已经为你流完了，可是一点感觉也没有，你来跟我交换‘心’好吗？让你知道当我的心一痛起来就不好过了。我这些都是小孩子脾气，你可以说我还没长大，可是你不能说我没爱过你
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
➹我和你♥
6月18号2010 ✿ 6月20号2010
这两天是我们第五第六次一起出去约会
这两天特别的不一样，因为我不会害怕了..XD
在我恋爱那么多次，这个感觉很不一样，以前的就那么随随便便罢了，现在的只是牵手就弄到自己发傻一样很开心，以前从来也不会有这种感觉。
男人总爱说我爱你一生一世，可是最后有做到么？大部分都做不到，可是有一种爱叫做表现，我要表现出我是真心爱她一生一世，我一定能够做到，除非他不爱我，那就算了，我相信我能够做到这一切，因为‘我爱他’
路有多远，路有多苦，我陪你走下去
你是我的唯一
你是我的一切
我爱你一直到永远
﹎ ┈ ┈ .o┈ ﹎ ﹎.. ○
﹎┈﹎ ● ○ .﹎ ﹎o▂▃▅▆
┈ ┈ /█\/▓\ ﹎ ┈ ﹎﹎ ┈ ﹎
▅▆▇█████▇▆▅▃▂┈﹎
这两天是我们第五第六次一起出去约会
这两天特别的不一样，因为我不会害怕了..XD
在我恋爱那么多次，这个感觉很不一样，以前的就那么随随便便罢了，现在的只是牵手就弄到自己发傻一样很开心，以前从来也不会有这种感觉。
男人总爱说我爱你一生一世，可是最后有做到么？大部分都做不到，可是有一种爱叫做表现，我要表现出我是真心爱她一生一世，我一定能够做到，除非他不爱我，那就算了，我相信我能够做到这一切，因为‘我爱他’
路有多远，路有多苦，我陪你走下去
你是我的唯一
你是我的一切
我爱你一直到永远
﹎ ┈ ┈ .o┈ ﹎ ﹎.. ○
﹎┈﹎ ● ○ .﹎ ﹎o▂▃▅▆
┈ ┈ /█\/▓\ ﹎ ┈ ﹎﹎ ┈ ﹎
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Monday, June 7, 2010
Shittim camp feeling
累了~.~
camp的第一天
去到学校点名的时候，我看到我在第一组，可是哪一组里面只有我一个，因为jennifer不来，要不然他跟我同一组了~可是没关系，在那时候我跟着一队不认识的人走到Bblock玩破水，意思是介绍自己，自后玩飞碟大战，也面对了个个不认识的人来玩，当巴士到了，我们就上车，幸好旁边的那个人是我认识的，不然没有人跟我讲话，我们准备出发去tamparuli那时刻，在巴士里睡觉了一下，就说到了=.=真的很快哦，我们就全部下车了，当我下车的时候，我望着四周为，每一个角落，每一个地方，我发现我找不到我们住的地方，可是我看见有五间屋子，外表看起来好像很容易倒下来，屋顶用野草做的，睡觉的地方用柱做，另外一边我看到了意见比较好一点的屋子，那可能就是我们所睡的地方吧~之后老师教我们坐下听报告，他说看见那边有无间屋子吗？今天你们将会谁那边，女生在右边的屋子，男生在左边的屋子，我们hang了一下，我们睡的地方是哪个野草屋子？O.O 我还以为老师开玩笑，叫我们把行李搬过去放着，当我到了那边，那个床我怕不上去，硬硬的，就不理那么多先，过后就出去集合，天开始下雨了，在那时候我就遇到一个人,Diana..hehe...然后2点的是后我们各组去了不一样的游戏那边玩，玩啊玩啊，他们的游戏可不是我们城市人所玩的那些，而是乡村里的人玩的游戏，必须去冒险呢，死了死了，完了完了这次，爬那个，爬着个，弄到手脚黑青，腰骨痛到要死了，下着雨还要被掉进水里面...玩完后去冲凉,到了晚上吃了晚餐，有一个讲座，题目是喜爱自己，讲完后他给我们一人一片镜子，他说“把镜子照你的脸，身材，性格，还有很多等等..他的意思是镜子里面的才是正真的自己，就算有照到自己最不满意的地方，也要去接受，因为这是上帝创造这样的你，就是这样的你..讲完这些后，我们就会去屋子里睡觉..
第二天：一大早起来，腰酸背痛，感觉就像我的生命剩下30%快死掉的感觉，然后就去洗刷刷了，洗了后换衣服长裤和camp衣服，去吃早餐拍大合照，拍完后我们就准备在被我的山里,因为我们要jungle tracking,死不死，腰酸背痛还要jungle tracking,我无话可说，因为不能不去，我就上到去了那个山里，一直一直很努力的爬，爬爬爬，跌倒了再爬回来继续爬上山，被很多树枝擦到割到，当我爬到了一半真的想放弃了，真的很累很累了,结果他们说快找到宝藏了，再多80步就能找到了,80不过后我们真的找到了，里面有20罐100plus..就喝了，补充体力，再继续爬，爬到我真的觉得快死的感觉了，过后我们要下山的时候，底下都很滑，用我屁股滑下去，一不小心没看到石头撞到我的屁股痛到我又不敢喊=.=真的快死了，当我们到了平地时候，我们遇到了车，就把我们再到目的地，午餐要自己D.I.Y可是当我们到了的时候，我们的老师帮我们煮好了，真的很感谢他，吃饱后我们就回到camp里冲凉休息，到了晚上吃饱后，我们就开始玩一个游戏，蒙着眼睛老师带我们走到一人一个角落的地方，把垃圾袋放在草地让我们坐下来，然后给了我们一张字和笔和电筒，说叫我们慢慢思考，里面有两个问题，第一个问题就是：诺这一夜晚是你生命中的最后一夜，你会有什么感觉？你会挂念着什么人？我的答案是：如果现在是我的生命中的最后一夜，我会面很开心，也觉得值得，因为在那一夜的之前，我做了很多我人生中从没做过的事情，我真的很惊讶为什么我能做得到。我会挂念着一直以来照顾我爱我的妈妈爸爸陪我长大。
第二个问题就是：在你的一生中，谁是你的X爱？有什么心中的话你想向他表白?我的答案：我最爱的人就是在我男朋友,3个月25天里，很照顾我的人，很宠爱我的一个人，还有我的好朋友，有你们一直陪着我，才有现在的我。在那时刻，突然下雨了，我只穿的冷衣在外面，就这样被淋湿了全身，当我们回到去集合的时候，老实说要分享出来我们的感受等等，之后我开始觉得我越来越冷，头越来越痛，摸我自己脖子很热，原来我发烧了，我还答应rabbit要打电话给他，可是我打不到，当我会去睡觉的时候全身就像残废人一样的东部到了，当我真的顶不顺的时候叫了朋友帮我拿药来吃，吃了后，就躺在床很快的就睡着了，半夜的是侯我醒来了，我发觉到我的衣服湿到完因为很热
第三天：我起来的时候我的病好了，可是哈市腰酸背痛，之后我们就去洗刷刷，吃早餐，然后还有讲座，讲了后他给了我们一个宝藏，里面我们放了一张纸条进去，字条里面写着我们的任务，要完成在三个月内，然后每个人分享感言，分享感言过后我们就去收拾行李回家，就这样The End
camp的第一天
去到学校点名的时候，我看到我在第一组，可是哪一组里面只有我一个，因为jennifer不来，要不然他跟我同一组了~可是没关系，在那时候我跟着一队不认识的人走到Bblock玩破水，意思是介绍自己，自后玩飞碟大战，也面对了个个不认识的人来玩，当巴士到了，我们就上车，幸好旁边的那个人是我认识的，不然没有人跟我讲话，我们准备出发去tamparuli那时刻，在巴士里睡觉了一下，就说到了=.=真的很快哦，我们就全部下车了，当我下车的时候，我望着四周为，每一个角落，每一个地方，我发现我找不到我们住的地方，可是我看见有五间屋子，外表看起来好像很容易倒下来，屋顶用野草做的，睡觉的地方用柱做，另外一边我看到了意见比较好一点的屋子，那可能就是我们所睡的地方吧~之后老师教我们坐下听报告，他说看见那边有无间屋子吗？今天你们将会谁那边，女生在右边的屋子，男生在左边的屋子，我们hang了一下，我们睡的地方是哪个野草屋子？O.O 我还以为老师开玩笑，叫我们把行李搬过去放着，当我到了那边，那个床我怕不上去，硬硬的，就不理那么多先，过后就出去集合，天开始下雨了，在那时候我就遇到一个人,Diana..hehe...然后2点的是后我们各组去了不一样的游戏那边玩，玩啊玩啊，他们的游戏可不是我们城市人所玩的那些，而是乡村里的人玩的游戏，必须去冒险呢，死了死了，完了完了这次，爬那个，爬着个，弄到手脚黑青，腰骨痛到要死了，下着雨还要被掉进水里面...玩完后去冲凉,到了晚上吃了晚餐，有一个讲座，题目是喜爱自己，讲完后他给我们一人一片镜子，他说“把镜子照你的脸，身材，性格，还有很多等等..他的意思是镜子里面的才是正真的自己，就算有照到自己最不满意的地方，也要去接受，因为这是上帝创造这样的你，就是这样的你..讲完这些后，我们就会去屋子里睡觉..
第二天：一大早起来，腰酸背痛，感觉就像我的生命剩下30%快死掉的感觉，然后就去洗刷刷了，洗了后换衣服长裤和camp衣服，去吃早餐拍大合照，拍完后我们就准备在被我的山里,因为我们要jungle tracking,死不死，腰酸背痛还要jungle tracking,我无话可说，因为不能不去，我就上到去了那个山里，一直一直很努力的爬，爬爬爬，跌倒了再爬回来继续爬上山，被很多树枝擦到割到，当我爬到了一半真的想放弃了，真的很累很累了,结果他们说快找到宝藏了，再多80步就能找到了,80不过后我们真的找到了，里面有20罐100plus..就喝了，补充体力，再继续爬，爬到我真的觉得快死的感觉了，过后我们要下山的时候，底下都很滑，用我屁股滑下去，一不小心没看到石头撞到我的屁股痛到我又不敢喊=.=真的快死了，当我们到了平地时候，我们遇到了车，就把我们再到目的地，午餐要自己D.I.Y可是当我们到了的时候，我们的老师帮我们煮好了，真的很感谢他，吃饱后我们就回到camp里冲凉休息，到了晚上吃饱后，我们就开始玩一个游戏，蒙着眼睛老师带我们走到一人一个角落的地方，把垃圾袋放在草地让我们坐下来，然后给了我们一张字和笔和电筒，说叫我们慢慢思考，里面有两个问题，第一个问题就是：诺这一夜晚是你生命中的最后一夜，你会有什么感觉？你会挂念着什么人？我的答案是：如果现在是我的生命中的最后一夜，我会面很开心，也觉得值得，因为在那一夜的之前，我做了很多我人生中从没做过的事情，我真的很惊讶为什么我能做得到。我会挂念着一直以来照顾我爱我的妈妈爸爸陪我长大。
第二个问题就是：在你的一生中，谁是你的X爱？有什么心中的话你想向他表白?我的答案：我最爱的人就是在我男朋友,3个月25天里，很照顾我的人，很宠爱我的一个人，还有我的好朋友，有你们一直陪着我，才有现在的我。在那时刻，突然下雨了，我只穿的冷衣在外面，就这样被淋湿了全身，当我们回到去集合的时候，老实说要分享出来我们的感受等等，之后我开始觉得我越来越冷，头越来越痛，摸我自己脖子很热，原来我发烧了，我还答应rabbit要打电话给他，可是我打不到，当我会去睡觉的时候全身就像残废人一样的东部到了，当我真的顶不顺的时候叫了朋友帮我拿药来吃，吃了后，就躺在床很快的就睡着了，半夜的是侯我醒来了，我发觉到我的衣服湿到完因为很热
第三天：我起来的时候我的病好了，可是哈市腰酸背痛，之后我们就去洗刷刷，吃早餐，然后还有讲座，讲了后他给了我们一个宝藏，里面我们放了一张纸条进去，字条里面写着我们的任务，要完成在三个月内，然后每个人分享感言，分享感言过后我们就去收拾行李回家，就这样The End
Monday, May 31, 2010
我是吗？:'(
我曾经是第三者吗？我现在才知道完完全全正正确确的答案..曾经我爱上你，我根本不知道我是第三者，对你来说不是，可是对别人来说可能是吧
发生了很多事情过后我们才能够在一起，为什么会在一起，就是因为我是第三者吗？
从一开始我们在一起，我都不在意别人说我第三者，因为我根本没有体会到做第三者的感觉，我只体会到我是真正女朋友的感觉，第三者到底有没有错？我不知道
因为有我的存在你的世界开始变化，一时一时的有事情发生，一时一时的我被你曾经爱过的人嫉恨，一时一时的不开心因为这份爱我不知道是自己抢来的还是自己拥有的
这些问题和答案，是永远都不能找到的，因为找到的都是一时的答案
她说我很会吸引你？原来我是这种人，他低能教育都说到我这样O.O我真的替他开心，因为他说了这句话我才明白原来................................................我不是第三者
因为他是地能教育的=.=
发生了很多事情过后我们才能够在一起，为什么会在一起，就是因为我是第三者吗？
从一开始我们在一起，我都不在意别人说我第三者，因为我根本没有体会到做第三者的感觉，我只体会到我是真正女朋友的感觉，第三者到底有没有错？我不知道
因为有我的存在你的世界开始变化，一时一时的有事情发生，一时一时的我被你曾经爱过的人嫉恨，一时一时的不开心因为这份爱我不知道是自己抢来的还是自己拥有的
这些问题和答案，是永远都不能找到的，因为找到的都是一时的答案
她说我很会吸引你？原来我是这种人，他低能教育都说到我这样O.O我真的替他开心，因为他说了这句话我才明白原来................................................我不是第三者
因为他是地能教育的=.=
Saturday, May 29, 2010
☃我找到答案了☃
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原来我要的答案是那么的简单，就是我和你单独有自己的时间陪对方，上一次我猜不透什么答案，可能一时要离开你，然后没有心理准备的离开，也没有结局的离开，我很多话想问你，可是当我面对你的时候，什么都说不出,真的是笨哦我~我一直逼我自己说出来，还是不行不行~时间就这样浪费了，静静看来看去,又不知道看哪里才是对的~真的是
可是也蛮开心的，可以抓住兔子得手，玩来~玩去~我们最后的结局我不会忘记,muacks rabbit ^^
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原来我要的答案是那么的简单，就是我和你单独有自己的时间陪对方，上一次我猜不透什么答案，可能一时要离开你，然后没有心理准备的离开，也没有结局的离开，我很多话想问你，可是当我面对你的时候，什么都说不出,真的是笨哦我~我一直逼我自己说出来，还是不行不行~时间就这样浪费了，静静看来看去,又不知道看哪里才是对的~真的是
可是也蛮开心的，可以抓住兔子得手，玩来~玩去~我们最后的结局我不会忘记,muacks rabbit ^^
Friday, May 28, 2010
✲我的朋友去了哪里？✲
我的朋友去了哪里？怎么总觉得我的朋友不见了，一个一个的改变，是因为有我的存在所以他们改变么？不懂得是我还是他们真的变了，还是我自己想太多，或许是我想太多吧？
从前我失去了一个朋友，他很坏，很野蛮，很固执，我很恨他对我做了很多我不喜欢的东西，可是..当我正真去了解我身边的朋友的时候，我才知道什么叫好朋友，因为最了解我的却不是他们，而是我曾经恨过的她，虽然我恨他，可是他比谁还跟了解我，每当我哭的时候，我会打给她，当她哭的时候，他会紧紧抱着我，我跟他已有4年的朋友，我还记得从以前到现在我跟他的回忆是什么，虽然我把我们从以前拍的照片都删除了，总会有剩下一张在我电脑里，朋友之间的恩恩怨怨都很难解开。让我觉得很辛苦困在一个圆圈里。
我身边的朋友每一个都对我很好，可是他们想着什么我不知道，他们有没有恨过我我不知道，现在的战争又开始了，接下来的日子我不知道他们会不会散完，我想找回以前的自己，以前的他们，以前的回忆，看穿一个人之后你对他的看法会改变，当你不了解他的缺点，不看穿她的是后，我们的感情就不会改变，如果你们都看到我的blog的话，请不要恨我怎么说，我希望你们能够了解，对不起......
从前我失去了一个朋友，他很坏，很野蛮，很固执，我很恨他对我做了很多我不喜欢的东西，可是..当我正真去了解我身边的朋友的时候，我才知道什么叫好朋友，因为最了解我的却不是他们，而是我曾经恨过的她，虽然我恨他，可是他比谁还跟了解我，每当我哭的时候，我会打给她，当她哭的时候，他会紧紧抱着我，我跟他已有4年的朋友，我还记得从以前到现在我跟他的回忆是什么，虽然我把我们从以前拍的照片都删除了，总会有剩下一张在我电脑里，朋友之间的恩恩怨怨都很难解开。让我觉得很辛苦困在一个圆圈里。
我身边的朋友每一个都对我很好，可是他们想着什么我不知道，他们有没有恨过我我不知道，现在的战争又开始了，接下来的日子我不知道他们会不会散完，我想找回以前的自己，以前的他们，以前的回忆，看穿一个人之后你对他的看法会改变，当你不了解他的缺点，不看穿她的是后，我们的感情就不会改变，如果你们都看到我的blog的话，请不要恨我怎么说，我希望你们能够了解，对不起......
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
我坦白，我承认，我回复你的所有的话，我希望你能够看到
我Emily从来都不会生气你，我不知道你是怎么了，也许你说的变，我们是真的变了，我知道在你心目中我们对你来说很重要，可是你也懂我们喜欢什么不喜欢什么，我们曾经告诉你的一切，我也不知道你有没有说出来，我希望你没有说过出来，因为我相信你，我知道你为了我们流了很多泪水，不代表我不会难过，虽然我不会流泪，可是我会难过，到学校的时候，一直到放学，我的头脑就像一本书的练习题一样，如果答案错了，我会用我每一天，每一秒的时间去想，想到答案，我才能放得开，我听过珊珊告诉我你跟他说过的东西，我全都知道，上次在blog那里，我写的哪一个不是你，而是另外一个，我并没有生气过你，虽然我说到那个人是真的很像你，可是我了解的人只有两个，就是你和她，我上次有告诉你关于什么，为什么我要这样写，你知道今天我真的想要找你，问题是你被带走了，我还能怎样？我一直找你，你去了哪里？那就没有关系，今天练习的时候呢？你跑去哪里了？原来你在隔壁班，你们说着什么？我很不明白，我也不想去追问太多，我想把再联系的时间，把我们曾经最好的感情找回来，我就是说不出口，珊珊告诉我所有的东西后，我等着你上线，一直都在等，第一天你没有上，第二天我等累了，我还想在学校找时间解释我们的误会的地方，就是你走掉了，你一定是觉得我跟xiaobear星期二的是后悄悄地说话，你们是觉得我们在说着你们对吧？告诉你事实，我们不是，你看见我哭吗？有吗？我在说着我的心事，我的心有东西困在内力很辛苦，我只想xiaobear让我把困难拉出来，我想告诉你我的困难，你去了哪里？从以前到现在我说过多少心事给你？没有可以比得上你，没有人可以听的比你多，因为我曾经说过，不管在爱情，友情，性格我们都有很多的共同点，我不喜欢什么东西你也知道，可是我不知道你是站在那一边，怎样都好，不管你说我，你生气我，我从来没有生气过你，因为我知道你不是故意，别人说你单纯呢，我不觉得，每一次你被人家欺负，我都很尽全力保护你，虽然我不是你的男朋友，可是你是我的好朋友之一，我保护你的原因是要你知道你在我心目中是一个有多重要的朋友，我希望你明白我说的一切
Monday, May 24, 2010
❤我爱他轰轰烈烈❤
➹Lovely Rabbit➹：
不能再像从前一样对爱不认真
你是我的唯一，我爱你爱到底
我相信我认定你是我的一切一直到世界末日你还是我的
我真的不能没有你在我身边
我不能忘记你对我的好，我不能忘记你给我的爱
我不能忘记你对我的照顾
我想每一天，每一分钟，每一秒
都能像那一天你紧紧抓着我的手的感觉
我们的故事还有很长很长的路该走
我要一直都陪在你身边陪你走到最后
就算我们的路有多苦
我还会一样陪你走完，我相信我能够给到你快乐，
我相信我爱的人唯一最后一个的是你
我会给你快乐和幸福
除了你我谁也不要，就算你的背景是怎样都好
我都一样喜欢你，爱你一个人
我的心没有人可以在代替你的位子
没有人可以代替你的一切
没有人可以代替我爱你
没有人可以补上最深爱的一个人的伤口
没有人可以从我身边抢走你
没有人可以再来代替你的手来抓紧我
因为你，而放弃所有的一切
因为你，我的人生变得更完美
因为你，我愿意等
因为你，我知道什么事最幸福
因为你，让我知道什么叫爱
因为你，我懂得体谅
因为你，我相信永远
因为你，我爱你！♥
i love the way you are baby rabbit~
不能再像从前一样对爱不认真
你是我的唯一，我爱你爱到底
我相信我认定你是我的一切一直到世界末日你还是我的
我真的不能没有你在我身边
我不能忘记你对我的好，我不能忘记你给我的爱
我不能忘记你对我的照顾
我想每一天，每一分钟，每一秒
都能像那一天你紧紧抓着我的手的感觉
我们的故事还有很长很长的路该走
我要一直都陪在你身边陪你走到最后
就算我们的路有多苦
我还会一样陪你走完，我相信我能够给到你快乐，
我相信我爱的人唯一最后一个的是你
我会给你快乐和幸福
除了你我谁也不要，就算你的背景是怎样都好
我都一样喜欢你，爱你一个人
我的心没有人可以在代替你的位子
没有人可以代替你的一切
没有人可以代替我爱你
没有人可以补上最深爱的一个人的伤口
没有人可以从我身边抢走你
没有人可以再来代替你的手来抓紧我
因为你，而放弃所有的一切
因为你，我的人生变得更完美
因为你，我愿意等
因为你，我知道什么事最幸福
因为你，让我知道什么叫爱
因为你，我懂得体谅
因为你，我相信永远
因为你，我爱你！♥
i love the way you are baby rabbit~
Sunday, May 23, 2010
sweet 16th
23th MAY
Today very happy i can celebrate my birthday with my lovely rabbit and my lovely friend...虽然很累，可是我都觉得都很值得..这一切都是我的最美好的回忆，我希望如果还有机会的话我能够再像今天一样开心，尤其是当你在我身边陪着我过生日:D..今天看的戏nightmare..scary movie..kena hak dao duno how many time..LOL...rabbit call me next time dun sleep at class..ltr kena kill by the hantu...wkwkwkwk...but it just a movie...在那一时刻你抓紧我的手我真的觉得很惊讶，不知为什么，可能我从来也没想过你敢..但我希望你能够抓紧我的手until the end of our life，XD，rabbit我爱你:P 直到永远~
当我真的该回家的时候，该放手了，心情也开始低落下来，我真的不知道我们几时还可以再见面，我上到车后就一直不说话，回到家也是这样，很开心的一天当要离开你的时候，我很想哭，我真的真的很舍不得离开，我还想继续抓紧你的手，rabbit please dun leave me T^T i really need T^T
Today very happy i can celebrate my birthday with my lovely rabbit and my lovely friend...虽然很累，可是我都觉得都很值得..这一切都是我的最美好的回忆，我希望如果还有机会的话我能够再像今天一样开心，尤其是当你在我身边陪着我过生日:D..今天看的戏nightmare..scary movie..kena hak dao duno how many time..LOL...rabbit call me next time dun sleep at class..ltr kena kill by the hantu...wkwkwkwk...but it just a movie...在那一时刻你抓紧我的手我真的觉得很惊讶，不知为什么，可能我从来也没想过你敢..但我希望你能够抓紧我的手until the end of our life，XD，rabbit我爱你:P 直到永远~
当我真的该回家的时候，该放手了，心情也开始低落下来，我真的不知道我们几时还可以再见面，我上到车后就一直不说话，回到家也是这样，很开心的一天当要离开你的时候，我很想哭，我真的真的很舍不得离开，我还想继续抓紧你的手，rabbit please dun leave me T^T i really need T^T
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
❉是我太坏了，是我犯贱❉
从上到中学后，每次遇到的朋友都不是个好东西，人家说选朋友要用心去选，选到不好就会被带坏，一直到了初二我终于遇到了4个对我很好的朋友,我真的很开心能够遇到他们，可是4位朋友之间也有发生过一些不快乐的东西，我一直都觉得很辛苦，不懂为什么...其中一个朋友，是我太了解他了，可是每次他讲话都会signal让我能够知道他在说着什么，可是我还是去做了，他大概也知道了，只是不想说出来，可是他会把表情弄出来让我看，当他让我知道他的表情在表示什么的时候，我开始心情低落下来，一直都在想如果有早知就没有现在，我希望他的心里能够原谅我，也在给多我一次朋友的相信
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